Gazing at the Stars

Chapter 19

"Tadashi. No." I respond, and he sighs.

"Sorry, Kei." He whispers, stepping away and slightly pouting. I remember when Tadashi was never actually sorry and was okay with everything. Now, though, he has learned the art of pouting and getting his way.

"It's not going to work this time, Tadashi. You are not going anywhere near my..." I trail off, knowing he knows what I mean. He sighs, and drops his head down. "It's weird."

"But, like, Kei." He starts, huffing. "You are so perfect and like, I want to just try it. Please?"

"I said no. You are smaller than me." I defend, and he huffs in annoyance. "Plus, you are too gentle."

"You weren't thinking that the other night when we-"

"Tadashi." I cut him off, not wanting to hear him say the words. We just started having sex a few weeks ago, but the blowjob he gave and the way he rode on me the other night was far less than gentle. I swear he is a sex machine, but like, in a good way.

"But, Kei! Just once, and if you don't like it, then we won't do it again. Just give a guy a chance!" He pleads, grabbing my arm. I roll my eyes and ignore him.

I shouldn't have done that.

He steps closer, his lips fanning the nape of my neck as his hand slides down my back, and into my pants, under my boxers. His fingers cup my ass gently, where he softly rubs.

"You know you want to try to be dominated, at least once, Kei." He whispers against my neck, voice deep and dominant, lips brushing, and I control the shiver.

"Says who?" I respond, keeping my voice level, even though he turns me on like crazy. His fingers curl downward more, sliding into the zone behind my balls and sliding upward. I shiver before closing my eyes.

"You don't have to say it, Kei." He whispers more. "You know you want me in that sweet ass."

I choke, and feel his fingers too close to my asshole for comfort.

"D-don't." I respond, and he chuckles.

"See! Even that dirty talk gets you flustered. Come on, Kei!" His voice returns to normal, and I sigh in relief as his hand comes out of my pants. He steps back and stares at me.

"Not gonna happen!" I shout, and he smiles.

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"Just do it, Tadashi." I demand, as he plays with my rim carefully. He hasn't inserted even one finger yet, and it's getting awkward.

"I'm taking my time. I may not get this chance again." He whispers back to me, before pressing one finger in, making me groan.

"Weird. Don't like." I say, too distracted by the weird feeling to form sentences. He chuckles before pumping in and out.

"Now you know how I feel." He tells me, before something in him shifts. His voice lowered and sexy, he starts talking again. "Now, be a good boy for me, Kei."

I huff, and roll my eyes, letting him pump in and out. He keeps pumping before adding a second finger next to the first.

"Shit," I mumble, not liking this feeling, "I thought you said this felt good?"

"Kei." He snaps slightly. "Just relax and it will feel good."

He keeps moving his fingers and I keep my eyes shut tightly. This is gross. He soon adds a third finger.

"Tadashi." I start, irritated. It not only hurts but I don't like the feeling. "This suck-"

Just then, I let out a loud moan, uncovered, because I was talking. I don't know what he did, but it felt... too good.