Book 3: Alpha sage

Chapter 10: cries

Bash p.o.v

I left sage completely. I felt so alone but I had entered into the realm of sleeping wolves.

This realm is where all wolves go when their human is asleep. But I have to make it across the entire realm to get to the portal to take me to the next realm. There I should meet the moon goddess.

I break into an all out dash across the realm. A bunch of wolves give me strange looks as I do. The realm is huge and even using alpha speed I'm to slow.

"Hey what are you doing Bash?"

A she wolf known as purity, said to me. She joined me in my run as well.

"I'm off to talk to the moon goddess to see if my human and I could change bodies."

I tell her and her eyes go wide.

"Why would you even think of asking that?!"

She asks me with shock clear in her voice.

"We found our mate and he wouldn't love her."

I tell her as I look around. I'm only one fourth of the way through the realm and I'm going over 100 miles per hour. That's really fast, even for an alpha.

"My human is waking up. See you later and don't do anything stupid."

Purity said to me and I nodded as she disappeared. I kept running and didn't stop. I took more and more energy from sage so I could keep going and he would stay asleep.

I made it to the portal on the complete other side of this realm. I'm exhausted but hopeful.

I step through the white portal and I wind up in the moon goddess throne room.

"Bash my son, why have you come to me?"

She asks and I bow.

"I have come to see that it might be possible for sage and I to switch bodies."

I ask her and she sighs. She kneels next to me and gives me a sad smile.

"My dear boy that isn't possible. I know what is going on and how all of you feel. Sage feels divided, confused, alone, betrayed. Jaylin feels unloved, vulnerable, lonely. Spark, her wolf, feels unloved, weak, and deprived of her mate. And you, you my dear boy, you feel anger towards sage. He has denied you what's both of yours and he was wrong to do so. Just give him time."

She speaks and I nod.

"I must go, sage is waking up."

I tell her and she nods. She gives my head a kiss before I am zapped back to Sage's head.

Jaylin p.o.v

I wake up in Sage's bed. But there is no sage and I'm greatfull for that.

I get up and walk towards the bathroom. I walk in and turn on the shower. I strip down and look at myself in the mirror.

I look the same as I normally do, but I don't feel it. I'm normally happy, outgoing, and fun. But I feel sad, lonely, and betrayed.

I hop in the shower to find that Alaska already put all my shampoo and everything in.

I take my coconut shampoo and rub that into my hair. I hear the bathroom door open and the smell of mint and peppermint fills the room.

"Jay."

Sage croaks out. I can hear that he's been crying.

"What is it?"

I snap at him and he whimpers.

"I-im."

He says and I sigh as I rinse the shampoo out of my hair.

"Well spit it out already!"

I shout at him and I hear his knees hit the tile floor. Ouch?

"I'm sorry! I'm so so sorry!"

He sobs and my heart breaks.

"Sage."

I speak but his sobs still continue. He begins to speak as I rub conditioner into my hair.

"I've been a selfish, closed off, rude jerk! I don't deserve you! I should just leave you and never return! So many things!"

He shouts the last part as I hear something break. Well it's a good thing I'm finished with my shower.

I climb out to see a broken drawer on the floor. Sage in on his knees balling his eyes out.

"So many things I've done! So many people I've sentenced to death! So much innocent blood on my hands!"

He cries as I wrap a towel around myself. I run up to him and hug him tightly.

"Sage, I forgive you. Just accept me, truly accept me."

I tell him and he cries some more.

"I accept you. I truly do. Please forgive me."

He pleads as I hold him close to me. His sobs turn into cries. His cries turn into whimpers.

I pull away and look into his brown eyes. His eyes gaze back into my blue ones.

"Sage I forgive you, but you must open up to me."

I tell him and he sighs.

"I will spend every waking moment trying to make it up to you. I promise you."

He says and I nod.

"Sage, tell me of your past."

I ask him and he looks up at me.

"Okay."