Blood / Joshler

.:Chapter Fifteen:.

.:Tyler:.

Tyler stood there as he watched the boy he had slowly began to fall for run away from him. He's a monster and that's all he ever will be. A monster of the night. A monster of the daylight. A monster of the world.

Josh had soon faded from Tyler's eyesight making him harshly wipe away his tears with his blood covered hands. He doesn't cry. He shouldn't be crying. He feels no emotion what so ever.

So he thought.

He felt so much for Josh, he grew so attached to this boy that he couldn't feel anything. He felt numb. Lifeless. Like his life officially isn't worth living for. He's nothing without Josh.

They may have only known each other for a short period of time but it was the best he had ever had. He opened up. He let his emotions out. He began to feel again. He began to slowly feel things towards other.

But now? Now he feels nothing.

Numb.

Numb.

Numb.

That's all he felt, he picked up his blood covered knife before he walked off. Not in the direction of the apartments. He couldn't do this anymore. He doesn't want to keep hurting Josh.

Walking.

Walking.

Walking.

Walking until his feet and legs began to ache from how far he was walking. He didn't care. He never cares. He walked until he collapsed on the well known bridge he always goes too.

Tears furiously ran down his blood stained cheeks, as the previous event played through his mind. Josh. Josh doesn't want to be near him anymore. Josh doesn't want to even know him anymore.

He can't take it.

It's all too much.

*TW*

Tyler pushed himself up onto his feet, stumbling slightly to the bridges brick wall that keeps pedestrians from falling off and into the river below.

He pulled out his knife before he climbed up onto the bridge, standing there as he looked down at the water below him as tears continued to fall.

A pedestrian who was walking by caught the sight of Tyler standing on the bridges ledge, they quickly ran towards him with panic and worry in their eyes.

"Sir? What are you doing up there? Please get down," they say in a calm tone making Tyler turn his head to look at them before he looked back at the river.

"This isn't the way to go, you don't want to do this. You have so much to live for."

"I have nothing to live for, I never have had anything to live for. Not until I met him. But now he wants nothing to do with me, I want out. I should have done this a long time away," he says as he brings his shaky hand that was holding his knife up to his marked flesh on his wrist.

"Don't say that, I'm sure that maybe he just wants time to think, yeah?" They say trying so hard to reassure him that this isn't the right way to go.

But it was too late.

"Not after what he saw me do," he says before he dug the cold metal blade harshly and deeply into his flesh, tearing it apart with one quick movement making him let out a pained groan before he did the exact same thing to his other wrist.

The woman who tried to stop him quickly went to grab him but she was too late, blood was pouring out of his wrists, it hitting the bridge wall below his feet before he was falling down into the river.

He wanted this.

Now he got it.

His blood will stain the brick walls of the bridge he had sliced open his pale flesh on.

Dying the river water below as his blood mixes with the dirty blue coloured water.

He had a chance to change his life around. 

He fucked it up.

Now his name will remain in the heads of the one person who truly cared about him.

It was the end.

The end for Tyler Joseph.

"Blood stained knives, wrists cut so deep,
He who lies here is the one who is here to not be missed.

I, Tyler Joesph was one to always fail,
My destiny in this world was to die.
Can I never succeed in such a simple task?

Why do I always fail?
Can one please come down from the heaven above and save me from this cruel world?

I, Tyler Joseph am a murderer.
And I, Tyler Joseph have fallen for a cop.

A cop who saved me from the darkness but a cop who couldn't save me from death.
But I am to always cheat death. I always come back living.

Can you please just save me from this nightmare?
Save me from who I have become?"

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I'm back fuckeerrsss!

Sorry I haven't updated oh my gosh it's been so long!

I've been busy with exams and such but they will all be over on the 16th June so expect hopefully more updates!

I hope you enjoyed this chapter!

Until next time. Farewell!