Blood / Joshler

.:Chapter Five:.

I know I said I'll do this in a couple or weeks or something but it's whatever.

I have a heads up on this book though.

Hopefully if it goes to plan there will be a sequel to this book because I'm not going to leave this on a happy ending 😉😏

Or maybe I'll leave it on an ending where you all cry and not make a sequel because I'm evil 😊

No. I will make a sequel hopefully though!

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.:Tyler:.

Waking up to a presence cuddled up to his side, he went to push the person off of him until he looked down and saw it was only Josh.

Normally, if this was someone else he would have kicked them out of his bed and his house because he expects them to be gone by morning.

He thought back to last night, a smirk forming on his face remembering what both of them had done and he wasn't even drunk.

He untangled himself from the boy, getting up out of bed not bothering to put on something to cover himself up. Why should he? It's his place and it's not like Josh hasn't seen it before. He's had it up him for crying out loud.

He walked out of his bedroom, shutting the door quietly trying not to wake Josh up and made his way down to the kitchen.

Once he was in the kitchen he turned on the kettle, waiting for it to boil so he can make himself a nice warm coffee to kick start his day.

He picked up his cup when he finished making it, taking a sip and leaning his back against the kitchen counter.

After awhile Josh walked into the kitchen, seeing Tyler was still naked his eyes widened in shock and a blush now on his cheeks making Tyler smirk at him.

"What?" He asked raising an eyebrow a smirk still evident on his face.

"Y-You're still naked," Josh said covering his eyes with his hands.

Tyler let out a laugh before saying "Hey, it's nothing you haven't seen before. Last time I recalled you was enjoying it in you and you was a moaning mess."

Josh gasped, his cheeks now going a bright red making Tyler laugh even more.

"I-I-- What did you mean last night?" Josh said quickly changing the subject.

"What do you mean?" He asked raising his eyebrow a little confused.

"You got all nice and called me beautiful.." Josh mumbled looking down at the floor.

"I meant that you was beautiful?" He said, confusion evident in his voice.

"I just-- Never mind.. I should go I have work this morning," he said turning to leave.

Tyler grabbed onto Josh's arm, tugging him back and wrapping his arms around the smaller boy as he looked down at him.

Josh blushed and looked up at Tyler, looking into his eyes as Tyler began to speak up.

"Seriously, Josh, you are beautiful okay? I may be some heartless person to other people where I spend most of my nights murdering people and you spend most of you days and nights trying to figure out who did it and now you have. But in reality, I just want someone to love and care about me because I never had that at all growing up, so I became who I am today, yes maybe that was a little stupid but I like it, I murder people so that their families can suffer just like I did. Wrong? I know, but that's just why I do it, I resolved to hurting myself as well hoping the pain would just go away and it does for awhile but it soon comes back," he sighed.

"You are lucky I never murdered you when you came to my door last night, and that's only because like I said I've had my eye on you. I grown to care about you even if I didn't know you, even though I knew you was a cop.. But that's just me. You Josh, are the most beautiful boy I have ever met and I mean that. Look, if you want I'll go get changed, you grab your handcuffs and bring me down to the station. I honestly deserve if for what I've done I know that, and I'll most likely carry on," he said releasing Josh from the hug as he sent him a sad smile.

To Tyler's surprise Josh pulled him back into another hug and held him tightly, he stood frozen for a few moments before wrapping his arms around the boy, resting his chin upon his head and closing his eyes.

After awhile, Josh pulled away tears running down his face making Tyler frown and bring his hands to Josh's face, with the pads of his thumbs he wiped the tears away.

"Hey? Why are you crying?" He said with a frown.

"It's just.. Your story it's sad and got to the heart you know.. And just I'm not going to take you to the station," Josh said looking at him.

"Why?" He asked.

"Because I want to be that person Tyler, I want to help you, I want to care for you, maybe even love you someday," he replied with a smile.

Tyler now had tears running down his face and he never cries at all. He hates crying it makes him look weak but right now he doesn't care.

"I'll call up work and say I'm ill even if they saw me yesterday and stay here with you for the day," Josh chuckled "Only if you want me too," he added.

Tyler just nodded his head and pulled Josh into a sweet kiss before pulling away and sent him a smile.

"Thank you," he whispered leaning his forehead on Josh's.

He placed a small kiss on Josh's nose making the boy smile and hug him.

This is the first time Tyler has felt somewhat cared for and he likes it, he wants it to last but he knows one day something bad is going to happen.

But right now he is going to embrace it and hope it lasts forever, this is all he ever wanted was to someone be here for him and care for him.

Maybe someday he will stop his antics and stop murdering people, maybe not today or tomorrow but someday and he hopes it's soon.

He doesn't want to lose Josh even if deep down in side he knows that he could lose him, let him slip through his fingers and he'll be gone forever.

But right now he shouldn't care, he has the boy in his arms right now and that's all he cares about.

Maybe he'll have his happily ever after and maybe he won't but he'll let life live on for the moment and see what his future has to hold for him.

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Okay, so now you know Tyler's story to why he does the things he does now.

But hey? Josh is here to help.

For now 😏 But that's for another time, later on when the book comes to an end.