Falling

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I'm falling in a dark pit of anger and agony. I'm falling in a sea of self-doubt and insecurities. I can see a hand through the darkness the closer it comes towards me the farther I drown.

I look in the mirror and see despair printed all over my face. I stay up all night playing therapist with myself unfortunately when the sun rises up all I see is are my faceless enemies

My mother notices my depression she drags me to church to pray for forgiveness but all I can hear is the devil saying thank you

When the war with myself is over I can I finally close my eyes and go to sleep a demon opens my mind like a door a twists my dream into a horrid nightmare

I wake up in a cold sweat like somebody dropped a waterfall on me I walk toward the bathroom to wash my face and I suddenly burst into tears I can't help it as my mind splits in half and I can't do anything about it

I climb this building as if it were a mountain once I'm up I stare down at the world and it's people the same people who called me names and kicked me while I was down these are the same people who desire my destruction so it shall be

I become an asteroid as I race towards towards the ground I thank my mother and father my brothers and sister my loving family and my dearest friends but even they couldn't fix the shattered glass that is me

The novel that is my life is on its last chapter as the ground comes closer I don't mean to make anyone shed tears but it's too late for me now I slam into the Earth the my story is over as my world turns black I see a demon and he says "About time"

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