I Am Yours [ManXBoy] BOOK 2

Chapter Forty: NamoR

Roman's POV:

Every detail of him, I want it all. Every stare, every breath and every thought of him, I want it all.

I can't get enough of him. I couldn't resist. Something of me was shattered and all  of it, I could find it from him.

I don't know if I love him but for now I want him as bad as fucking a MILF.

I tried hard to resist to temptations by hauling myself to him. Pero hindi ko kaya. He was my puzzle that I should have to complete me.

I was sadistic, arrogant and static. I am high-minded, severly drawn to sinful acts. This is just me, my blood running through my veins. No one could hurt me, no one can defile me. Since then nang pinatay ang ina kong Pinay, my father and I became beasts. I've been trained to a mafia but my father won't engulf himself into it. I have no choice, I have to be cogent and be lordly. I have to protect my father and myself. Kahit na naging brat like ako, I still love my father, he loves me for sure at yun lang ang dapat kong panatilihin.

We concluded a security agency, trained and combat high professional men. Hired them, give what they want, give what they need, explode them with utmost satisfaction of life as well as their family. But they must be loyal, armed and strong. Kailangan, kundi papatayin sila. That's a rule. We became the most sought agency, been protecting lives of professional and high ranked men.

Been hailed as the most feared agency, we've met the businesswoman, a tycoon of business industry named Elizabeth.

Serving all of their affiliated businesses, I bet they can operate without us. Too many death threats and too many warnings for her meddling with different businesses I guess that's just it. They really need us. She really need our service.

Napag-alaman ko na Elizabeth was planning of something like pulling her business away from us. It's just nuts, maling gawain, stupidong taktika.

And it's all about taking Riri away from Ethan, Elizabeth's beloved son. The only heir of her throne. I don't need her money. I need Riri. That's all for now that fucking matters. I got billions and still it counts so how would I know if my family can be classified as tycoon too.

I know what she's doing, I know what she's planning. It will surely risk lives. She was nut brain. She's eager and will defile me. She will get what she wants. A bad reinforcement I guess as a reward.

Riri was sleeping. Peacefully he snores. Sabi ng ama ko, nagising siya kanina at parang litong-lito.

Nakita siya sa maze garden nila. I was madly looking for him. I even put microchip in his skin to detect his whereabouts. I can sense his emotions, hear his words from his mouth, everything. I hurriedly went to Ethan's house and found his body lying on the sofa as I looked at Ethan , eyes were proundly wet from crying.

I punched him for I don't know why. I should be thankful for submitting himself to all what we have agreed.

" roman, can we just stop this? Ayoko na. Tell me what else do you want? Please just not him. I... I ... I'm begging you. Please take everything from me."
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" he's enough you know. I don't need anything else from you"

" please.. Just ... Consider. You never love him. I love him at hindi mo alam kung paano yun mararamdam. May iba pa naman jan."

" thank you for saving him. I'm still watching Ethan. Do your part or else everything will be shit."

" you don't know what love is"

" I guess I still have to learn that from him"
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"goodmorning". I greeted him

" good evening fuckface".

" that's just rude". Sabi ko.

" Roman, I have to go. But tell me ano bang nangyari bago ako napunta dito?"

" don't mind it.. Are you hungry?"

" no. Kailangan ko nang bumalik sa hotel.... ALONE"

" that's just bad idea for now"

" kailangan ko nang bumalik"

"could you just stay here?"

Hinawi niya ang kumot at tumayo malapit sa kama na topless.

" asan ba ang damit ko?".

"laundry I guess"

I walk to my closet at kumuha ng large shirt at tinapon ko sa kanya.

"uhhh. Thanks"

Sinuut niya ito at parang nagmumukha siyang naka whole dress.

" you look good on my shirt."

Nang lalabas na siya napansin niya na ang mga gamit niya ay nasa isang sulok. I took his things from the hotel.

" what the fuck is this Roman!?"

" uhh. Let me guess, your things are in there. Yep"

Lumapit siya sa akin at pinagsusuntok ako.

" is that all you can throw?". I was dodging his punches.

" ano ba naman Roman!!. Nambwibwisit ka rin talaga ano?!".

Nang napagod siya sa pagkakasuntok sa akin. I smiled at him habang nakahiga siya sa kama.

" I hate my life.". Out of the blue he said to me

" I just fucking hate my new life. I want the old one. Yung nahihirapan ako sa buhay dahil naghahanap ako ng ipambabayad ng renta o di kaya'y ano ang kakainin ko pagka ilang linggo.". He added.

I never said a word.

" Ethan's so different. Pilit niya akong pinapaalis sa kanyang buhay. Elizabeth's not responding to my calls. I'm dying inside."

He then cried and sobbed so much. I felt a pang of jealous and pity. But I just brushed it off my mind. It will just make me weak.

" you could start a new life."

Bumangon siya at nagpunas ng kanyang mga luha.

" what keeps me hold on, is the promise that we will someday be together. Na balang araw, sa altar kami magkikita na punong puno ng kasiyahan. Just one last shot. And if doesn't go well, tuluyan ko nang isasara ang buhay ko sa kanya."

" and if he comes back getting you?" I don't know but I feel of asking this to him.

" It won't happen Roman."

" And If someone will knock at your heart, would you let that person in?"

Matagal siyang nakasagot and he suddenly slapped me.

" what the fuck!?"

" what are your plans tomorrow?". Bigla niyang tanong.

" why did you slap me?!"

" stupido ka kasi, napakabrat mo. Sabi ko ba na pwedi mong dalhin ang gamit ko dito?!"

" fuck it really hurts. You're so gay! You could hurtly slap me than punch me!"

" duhhh. I'm always gay!"

" are you not hungry?"

" Kind of. Gusto kong kumain ng pancakes na may chocolate chips"

" sure."

" teka, saan ka pupunta?"

" to get your pancakes. Why?"

" marunong kang magluto?"

" for you I guess I will do it"

" char"

" that's me."

" huy Roman, huwag mong lituhin ang sarili mo okay? Kaibigan lang tayo. Kaya don't get your hopes up"

" sure"

But it just fucking hurts. Someday I will have you.

Bigla siyang tumalon sa likuran ko at parang bata na nagpapabuhat sa akin. I smiled at him at karga karga ko siya sa likod.

" friends?"

I sighed. I guess for now.

" friends" I weakly told him.