Sassy and Sweet

Kabanata 7

Kabanata 7

Can't Live Without You

JEWEL

"Oh sino ba yun?" Tanong ni Vennee sakin at ininom ko yung frappucino ko.

"Si Prince yun" I replied.

Di ko maiwasan isipin na adik na adik na siya sakin.

From all the guys I liked , siya pa lang yung ma-effort. Pero may isang guy.

"Ex mo ba yung former student dito na si Rigel?" tanong ni Vennee. "Nakita ko kasi kayo last year , palaging magkasama"

[FLASHBACK]

Si Rigel , mabait at loyal. Pero hindi ako sure kung loyal siya. Malay mo , magaling man lang mag-delete ng conversations niya with other girls. Pero who am I to judge?

"Rigel , my babe' sabi ko kay Rigel habang hinalikan ko siya..

I felt him shaking , he kissed me. He smooched me as he touched my breasts.

I moaned.

"Ugh" bigkas ko. I moaned so hard.

Nasa canteen kami. Wala naman masyadong tao dun , WALA NGA PALANG TAO DUN. Kaya bumalak kaming mag-galawan dun.

He kissed me as he removed my bra , as he attempted to open the zipper sa pantalon niya.

Hinubad ko na rin yung dark blue t-shirt niya at ang pantalon niya. Natira nalang ay yung brief niya. Hinawakan ko na rin yung sweaty abs niya as he kissed me hard.

Lumalaway na ako nun.

He removed his brief. I felt his penis trying to enter my vagina. I screamed so loud nung mapapasok niya na.

"UHHH RIGEL. UGHHHHH"

"SIGE! SIGE! MALAPIT NA"

He tried to. Pero success nga. Napasok niya na.

"AYY OH MY GOSH. RIGEL. RIGEL. UHHH RIGEL. OH MY GOSH" I moaned.

"Oh , I can't live without you" sabi ni Rigel habang nilabas pasok niya.

I leaned on the sturdy table sa cafeteria.

"UHH Y--YOU REALLY CAN'T UGH? CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT ME?" Tanong ko sakanya as I moaned so loud.

"OO!" He said na parang pagod na siya.

"ANG GALING MO!!!!" sigaw ko.

"Uh sige sige" wika niya.

Pinasok-pasok lang ni Rigel ang kanyang ano. Na-feel ko na rin. Masarap pa naman. It felt good. As I realized he can't live without me.

"Baka sakali" sabi niya as he removed his condom na naka-attatch sakanyang penis.

"Anong baka sakali?" tanong ko.

"Wala naman" sabi niya.

I inhaled and exhaled multiple times.

"Magaling ba ako?" tanong niya sakin.

He masturbated after we had sex , at tiningnan ko siya.

"Oo , magaling ka. You're one hot mess" sabi ko.

He stroked it hard , at pinatuloy-tuloy niya lang , and that day. Everything felt so surreal. I had sex with the person I love , and I will love forever.

Almost lahat ng araw namin pagkakasama ay lubusan sa sex. Sex everyday. Hopefully hindi naman ako nagka-anak kasi gumagamit siya ng Durex.

The next day , we had sex again. Pero rough sex na yun.

"UHHHH!! GALIIINNGGG"

He also stripped in front of me as I just approached him and went at the top and everything was magical.

Di ko na alam kung ano nangyayari sakin. Kina-aadikan na namin ang sex ang araw araw. Nonstop na siya eh , pero di ko naman alam on the next day.

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I was just walking down the busy streets at napa-daan ako sa apartment niya.

Kumatok ako ng pintok at walang sumagot pero parang walang tao. Binuksan ko ito kasi welcomed naman ako sa apartment niya.

Walang tao sa kusina , sa living room o kahit saang sulok ng bahay , pero since bawal akong pumasok sa 2nd floor , triny ko rin. Umakyat ako sa 2nd floor.

It was quiet. The house seemed lonely. I mean , si Rigel lang mag-isa ang tumitira dito sa apartment niya. Wala ng iba.

Nung naka-akyat na ako , I heard creaking sounds and felt like the something was banging on the wall.

I opened the room.

"TANGINA!" I screamed and started to cry.
I was left with no reaction. Walang wala na.
Everything was broken for me. Nasira ang dignidad ko. I died inside.

I did have a reaction. Emotional and broken inside.

Niloloko ako ni Rigel.

"PUTANGINA RIGEL" napaluhod ako sa floor while crying.

Nakita ko si Rigel may kasamang babae na ka-sex niya. Doggy-style ang position niya. Kasama niya ang one of the hottest seniors sa school , na next year graduate na. Shailene Vivade the Bitch.

Tinulak ko si Shailene habang nakadikit sakanya ang ano ni Rigel.

I slapped Rigel.

"Putangina mo!" Sigaw ko. "Hayop ka"

"I can explain"

"There's nothing to explain about bitch!" Sigaw ko as I slapped him again. "Oh ano? Akala ko, you'll die without me? Or baka you can't die without girls:

"Sorry na. I was bored" he said as he began to grab me.

"So kung pag bored ka lang? Makikipag sex ka nalang sa babaeng unang mahanap mo?"

"Hind---"

"Fuck you Rigel. Napaka-bullshit mo"

"Sor"

"Your sorries will never work for me. Tangina mo. Niloko mo akong hayop ka" sabi ko as I begin to lean on him at suntukin ko siya sa mukha.

He grabbed my hand.

"Kilala mo to' babe?" Tanong ni Shailene.

"Kapal mong retarted ka! Lika' nga!"

I apporached Shailene. She was trying to wear her red bra as I stopped her.

"Putangina mo!" sigaw ko sakanya as I slapped her at sinabunutan ko siya.

"HAAAAYOPPPP KAAAAA!!!"

Triny ni Rigel pigilan kaming dalawa as I punched him and he ran away.

And everything was war.

Sinipa ko si Shailene at bigla siyang nahulog and nakatama yung ulo niya sa floor.

"Aray" sabi niya.

"Namatay ka na sana!" sigaw ko. "Prostitute bitch!"

I cried while leaving the room. Di ko talaga mawala sa isip ko ang nangyari na yun. Nakaka-disappoint. By far , first time akong maloko. Iba to nung grade 6 ako eh , yung MU wars lang eh , pero ngayon. TRUTH na yun.

And from now on , I Jewel Princess Jimenez hereby declare to not love again.

Because loving can hurt you.

Hurt you so bad.

Refraining you from moving on again.It will break you and shatter you INTO PIECES.

And it broke me from now on. Di ko na kaya.

[End of Flashback]

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"At yun yung story" sabi ko kay Vennee.

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A/N : Thank you for reading!! NEXT CHAPTER WILL BE UPLOADED SOONER ENOUGH !!! LOVE YOU GUYSSS HUHU