Poems Made By Me

Poems made by me pg#25

You and I we've come to terms

We've both let go

We've lived and learned

It's bittersweet talking to you

Still occasionally you show up in my mind

In my dreams, in my thoughts​

In my poems and rhymes

In my dream last night

We weren't together

In my dream we both realized

We weren't meant for forever

I shed some tears, you held my face

I hugged you and my heart it raced

Because I thought man this is crazy

I ran away to the outside and you chased me

Not to hold me or keep me with you

But to keep me from doing​ things that I shouldn't do

I almost walked away with strangers

Because​ in my dream I didn't care about the danger

I just wanted to get away

To breath and not think about the day

Then I saw my best friend around the corner

He could see me but he acted just like a foreigner

He didn't say hello, he didn't wave at me

He acted like I was a stranger

So I again began to flee

I ran into rushing water

I jumped and dived in deep

Hiding from the rest of the world

Because under water noone else can see

The tears spilling from my eyes

Or hear the sound made by my emotion filled cries

As I swam I kept my eyes open

I saw sculptures of arms

Coming from a floor like the ocean

They reached out, their fingers moving, palms open

I felt them brush against me

But I kept swimming

Working against the flow and the motion

Of the water, it moved like a witch stirring potion

I thought of you I thought of the years

I thought of the old and the newly found fears

I'm afraid my new love might leave me

Because what if he doesn't think I'm as great or as lovely

As he thought when he could kiss and could hug me

These fears are small because I want to trust him

They stay in the back of my mind

Because I'd rather not worry I'd rather just love him

He's given me no reason to feel this way

So I'll keep going swimming against each wave

Let the water rush through and wash away

The old fears with the new

I'll love another day

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I know this poem probably sounds kinda weird but lol part of this poem was telling about a dream I had so ;P don't be confused by the arm sculptures in the water and me trying to walk away with strangers... I would never do that lol