Your disappointedWell guess what
I'm disappointed to
I couldn't do it
Couldn't turn away when it came down to it
My decisions led me astray
I only wish you never knew it
I didn't want you to know I blew it
What ever you asked me to do
I would do itBut because I failed the test
When I was put through it
It wasn't enough
I thought I was doing my best
Staying strong, being tough
Doing the work so that you could rest
But sometimes I bluff
Cuz it feels like it's not enough
I'm alright
I didn't cry last night
The words you said didn't hurt
No
Everything's fine
I'm just tired
It's bcuz of my work
I do my chores
Sometimes
I even do his and hersBut when I smoke at 19
All I did loses its worth
And suddenly
I'm not useful anymore
You don't look at me
The same way you did before
You shrug it off try to ignore
The way that I feel
The way that you treated me
Or maybe you're oblivious
Maybe you just can't seeMaybe you're blind
To the way that you hurt me
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Poems Made By Me
PoetryThese are poems I made when I was 16 all the way up till now. Some of them may not be very good, I don't know but I hope you all enjoy them 😊. I don't really have titles for any of them yet... And also if you enjoy what you read feel free to press...