Poems made by me pg# 35

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Your disappointed

Well guess what

I'm disappointed to

I couldn't do it

Couldn't turn away when it came down to it

My decisions led me astray

I only wish you never knew it

I didn't want you to know I blew it

What ever you asked me to do

I would do it

But because I failed the test

When I was put through it

It wasn't enough

I thought I was doing my best

Staying strong, being tough

Doing the work so that you could rest

But sometimes I bluff

Cuz it feels like it's not enough

I'm alright

I didn't cry last night

The words you said didn't hurt

No

Everything's fine

I'm just tired

It's bcuz of my work

I do my chores

Sometimes
I even do his and hers

But when I smoke at 19

All I did loses its worth

And suddenly

I'm not useful anymore

You don't look at me

The same way you did before

You shrug it off try to ignore

The way that I feel

The way that you treated me

Or maybe you're oblivious

Maybe you just can't see

Maybe you're blind

To the way that you hurt me


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