Ever since Thursday when me & my friend had that discussion, I felt a little better. It was a new feeling. Like I had lifted a weight off my chest, I had lifted a little bit off my worries. But I still worried and felt alone. And that day I know i said that I would stop & my friend even said to text her when I was feeling down, but I just couldn't. I cutted myself a little more...... 😞😔 I feel like I let her down, I let everyone down. She even asked me how I was feeling the next day. I felt guilty 😞 because I didn't text her or tell her what I did that night we talked.
And when we were coming back to school (we just were at a field trip) after the trip was over. The ride back to school I was sad & felt Lonely, to make it worse I saw the scars from the day before which was a hell of a day for me. I was listening to sad music the way back and closed my eyes. I felt like crying >.<
Sorry this was short, I'm going to do a update on my other story I haven't updated it since I started cause I didn't know what to do with it.
Thx for all the reads and votes 👌.
YOU ARE READING
He's the one
DiversosThis is a story about me & my crush life. Just to warn you, when I began this story, I wanted to make it kinda fiction and that's why my beginning is kinda over exaggerated. Please bear with me, I'm not a very well writer. I hope you'll continue on...
