it's freezing
it's coldit's mist
gathering
on all things
I thought
I once
knewit's the yellow
tint on
the leaves
that were once
greenit's the tears
my loved ones
shedI am numb
I am frigid
I am nothing
and I am everythingI am counting
I am floating
I am infinite
I am sinkingI am all that I feared I would be
and there is nothing
that can bring me back
it's the kite
I am tied to
I go
where it goesthere is no one
to hold memy limbs swallow
the coldmy mouth
craves for
warmthchoking suffocating ugly black ugly white and now it's silver
I don't know
what colour it isbut I know what it is:
I am drowning
I am cold
I am a chill
that can't thaw
this cold seait lies
betwixt two statesand it's named after me-
Disappointment.
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©VioletEden
3rdJune2017
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