The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissys Pov

I sat down on my bed I was alone it hit me I was alone completely alone no one I got up and ran ran away I ran up the hallway down another I just wanted to run away from everything but how ever much I tried I ended up at a wall a dead end I couldn't just run away from my problems they would be with me until I was ready to face them but guess what I wasn't ready I saw a corner and sat there and cried I got up and bumped into carter when I looked up and saw him I tried to move away and walk past him but he wouldn't let me so I sat down back in my corner but he sat down right with me I groaned and put my hands on my head but when I looked up he said the unexpected he didnt say everything was gonna be alright he said everything was only gonna get worse and that If i wanted to feel better i needed to make a change."What do you mean?" i said

"Look i saw you sing and i could tell just by every word that came out you were hurting but you were happy happy that you were in your own world and you felt like nothing bad could happen anymore". Carter said

"Carter i wanna change i really do but why does all of this have to happen to me like today Maddy left me she left me here and i dont have anyway to get home i dont have enough money for a plane flight and i will soon but i dont wanna go back to mississippi were eveyone will say "I m sorry" and all of that trash i dont wanna hear." I huffed

"Ok well when you figure out what you wanna do come find me but your stuck with me now just think of me as the brother you never had" he smiled and walked away I got up and went to my room and looked in the mirros and told myself

"You've got to change Chrissy you know you have to change. Everyone tells you it will get better. Its time that you let it" I huffed

"You know what I do when I get sad" my mom said and I shook my head "Well all you have to do is give your self to the count of three to be scared to be sad  or to be angry and once you've done that you tell yourself you don't need to be sad anymore"

I ran to Carter's room as i counted one,two,three and knocked on the door and "I know what I want to do I don't wanna live like this you're right I am the only one who has the power to change and I am I'm gonna change." I said only to see it wasn't carter.

"Well well well look who it is little miss charity case" Maddy stated.

"I thought you were going back home" I stated timidly.

"Well the thing is I lied im staying here" she said with a attitude.

"But I I thou-" I cut myself off you want to know why well because she has no power over me I'm stuttering like an idiot because of her but now, now I'm just angry "I thought that you need to get your ass out of this hotel out of this state and away from me" I said

"I knew it I knew the old Chrissy was still in you." She smiled and hugged me

"What wait what do you mean I thought ok hold up a minuet 1.you said you were leaving me 2.why are you in Carter's room 3.why are you hugging me we are not friends" I said with as much sass I could give at this point

"Well the thing is me and carter made a plan together to get you to realize that your depression could be handled and then I said I was leaving knowing you would run like you always do then carter purposely bumped into you so he could start the inspire convo to snap you into reality when he told you to come back here i answered the door to make you angry and finally have the old you back" she squealed 

"So this...this was a act to help me" I asked. "Yes I hope you aren't that ma-" Maddy said being cut off by me hugging her

"Thank you for everything for being my best friend and most of all for not leaving me when you had the chance" I told her

She just smiled and said your welcome

"Ok now We're's my CARTAHH I'm not leaving him out" I said as carter emerged from behind the door we all grouped hugged and I was back I wasn't sad or mad I was finally from in a long time happy.

Ok sorry guys I'm ending the book hope you liked it.... JUST KIDDING I know mean right but there will be definitely more chapters Claim your dots

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