The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissy's Pov

I went to the Starbucks to meet up with my good friend Conor I saw him sitting down and sat down across from him

Hey Franta I said sitting down next to him

Hey Lowe nice hair cut he said eating his cinnamon roll

Yea I said laughing nervously he didn't know I just assumed that he knew I mean you would think this kid uses social media like da fuq

Me and Connor hopped in the car and we started to drive he decided we should do a car vlog

Hey guys it's Connor

Hey guys it's Chris aka Chrissy I said waving into the camera

We did a bunch of random things and junk

I mean that was some good Starbucks did you see the cashiers eyebrows Conor said to me while we were still recording

WE IN DIS BITCH FINNA GET CRUNK EYEBROWS ON FLEEK DAFUQ DAFUQ I sang in my best Ariana impression

We ended the blog and went inside Conor's house since he just moved in

I walked in and the smell of went paint hit my face .Hard. Conor was painting his kitchen a dark red

He sat down and we just talked maybe we should I tell him no I shouldn't I saw his video about him not liking drama if he doesn't like drama I'm filled with it and I don't think I can stand loosing him to

So why did you cut your hair he asked putting his keys on his key hook and sitting down

Well I guess I'm gonna have to loose him to considering my lies are horrible

Ihavestage4cancer I said as fast as I could

You have a wait what Conor said looking puzzled god I hate this

I have stage four cancer I said slow enough for him to understand

Mhmm and I lost my foot now tell me what's up he said

I just say there and let tears full my eyes forcing them to stay in I'm surprised I even have tears I've cried all this week

He stopped looking at me intently Holy shit your not kidding are you

No I'm not I said sighing I should just go i really don't want to bring my drama into your life I said getting my purse and walking out the house I got unstable so I sat on his front door steps to catch my breath Conor came behind me and sat down next to me

I hope you know that whatever drama comes with you sticks with me and it's staying there because your my best friend and best friends dump shit on each other he told me

I know I should've told you I'm sorry I said looking at my hands

We talked and I told him everything that happened and I had to go because Aaron didn't want me out to late since it got cold at 5:00

I went into the hotel and went to me and Aaron's room no one was there and I needed to take my mess so I went in the bathroom and ran some sink water in my mouth taking one of the pills I screwed the cap back on and set them down I put my hands on the counter and took a breath I felt weak and shaky like I couldn't even breath i thought back to when I was in Mississippi and remembered when I was with my mom and Maddy and we were happy and life was simple so I closed my eyes and took a deep breath hoping I would go back I opened my eyes and I was still there I let my tears freely fall and I sat on the cold tile floor placing my knees on my chest and I started to cry I heard Aaron walk through the front door and he called my name he saw me on the floor and came to my side cradling me in a hug

I'm here it's going to be ok he said rocking me back and forth

I hope he was right