The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissy's Pov

I woke up and I was in a hospital no wires attached to me I was just laying there I tried to move but I couldn't get up I saw Aaron Taylor and Carter walking around in the room they were crying I didn't know what was happening I couldn't get up Why couldn't I get up I kept struggling but it was no use I saw a doctor come in I the room and hover over me he gave me a sympathetic look and pulled a blanket over me i started not being able to breath but I heard someone scream

NO WAIT I DIDNT GET TO SAY GOODBYE and then all noise faded away I kept trying to say something I kept trying to move but it was no use I couldn't get up I wasn't going to get up what was happening to me was....was I dead was I dying how could I be dying it was to late this couldn't happen not to me

I opened my eyes to see all he guys standing in the hotel room there eyes looked bloodshot Aaron made eye contact with me and came rushing to me

Guys she's awake he told everyone they all looked at me with sympathetic looks like the doctor in my dream

Wha what happened I said rubbing my head

Cameron looked at me and hesitated before saying "Oh just Dehydration"

We're's Matt I said sitting up and putting my head against the headboard

He's not here he left somewhere after Magcon Aaron told me then I remembered what happened

If it was just dehydration then why are you guys crying I asked them

We weren't crying Maddy told me sitting by my side

Yes you were you should see yourself what are you hiding from me I asked them

None of them responded they just looked down

It wasn't just dehydration was it I said inching further up on the headboard

No Maddy said putting her head on the sheets and crying into them

Then what was it whatever it is can't be that bad can it cheer up I said smiling at them

Chris Carter said hesitating the doctor stopped by to see you

Oh cool what did he say I said still smiling

Chris Cameron said continuing he confirmed he said hesitating then continuing he confirmed you have 3 weeks he said crying

My smile instantly dropped and my gaze went to Aaron who had tears running down his eyes and then to Maddy who started crying even louder my eyes started to water up and I got our of the bed wiping them and put on my ugh boots I walked down the hallway holding on to the railing that lined the hallway my walk got unstable and I started to fall until Aaron caught me he must have chased after me

Woah it's ok I got you he said putting his arm around my waist so he could hold on to me

Thanks Aaron I said clutching onto the side of his shirt

I'm sorry this is happening to you he said stopping turning around so he was facing me

It's ok things happen I said looking into his eyes

No it's not ok Chris I know you want to play the strong girl role but you don't have to hide your feelings from me you don't have to hide anything from me he said putting both hands on my waist

I looked at him and smiled why did I feel like something inside me was happy for once why didn't I feel like this with Matt what's going on with me this is Maddy's crush

He smiled back at me and let one hand off of my waist turning back to the front of the hallway and well we just walked in silence but it wasn't awkward at all it felt nice my eyes wandered to the side of his face and I looked back down

Then looking back up I turned to face him and crashed my lips into his he put his other hand around my waist and kissed back it felt like the first time I kissed Matthew it felt right but the thing is with Aaron I felt happy I didn't feel judged

He pushed me against the wall and it turned into a heated make out session he pulled away and looked at me smiling

I smiled back at him and he leaned in pecking me on the lips one more time before leading me back to my hotel room but I instantly felt guilt I had just broken up with Matthew well technically he broke up with me but wasn't that wrong and plus this is my best friends crush what have I done

He lead me to me and Maddy's hotel room and said goodbye before walking into his ok this is crazy I like my best friends crush I'm a horrible friend

I walked in and saw Maddy she was packing her stuff

What are you doing Maddy I asked her walking to her side never mind that isn't important I told her Maddy I...I kissed Aaron I said feeling the guilt again

Chris it's ok I have to tell you something she said stopping we packing

What

I'm moving I'm going to newyork to live with my cousin she said and went back to her packing

Wait is this like the time we first came here is this a joke i asked her

She looked at my with sympathy in her eyes and I knew it was true

Wh why I asked her tears threatening to pour from my eyes

I can't stay here I can't watch you die Chrissy I just can't do it ok she said

I I understand I couldn't do that to you in couldn't make you watch that I said walking to her and she hugged me then laying my head on her shoulder starting to cry

I'm going to miss you I said still crying

I'm going to miss you to miss Christina Hope Lowe

I smiled and she took her suitcase and walked to the elevator she stood there and waved at me with tears in her eyes as the elevator closed

I went in my room and waited 15 minuets before going to Carter's room knocking on the door he opened it and I looked into see if Maddy was there she wasn't it was true she left and I let her I started to scream and ran out to the clearing to the window I started to bang the glass and scream NO NO NO Maddy carter was holding me back I watched as she got on the bus and the bus drove away taking my best friend with it I started to cry even more Aaron Nash and Taylor came to my side while I fell to the floor crying hysterically while Nash came to my side and whispered in my ear I'm sorry I'm so sorry and I fell asleep

But either way

My life was falling apart

THERE CHU GO I CRIED BECAUSE I WAS LISTENING TO LENTIL WHILE WRITING THIS SOOO YEA CIAO