The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissys Pov

I rolled out the hospital doors and the air hit my cheeks turning them pink and my nose turning red I tried getting up out of the wheel chair but I failed falling back in pain I lifted up my shirt slightly and saw my G-Tube was out of place I quickly fixed it and brushed it off

~Nash's Pov~

I paced back and forth it was going to happen today he was actually going to do this. I mean yea at first I wanted this but now I don't and it's just to late to fix things

"Nash come here now!" He yelled making me walk in a more than normal pace to his office

"This is a procedure that can't be found out about now I understand you don't want this anymore but the thing is.....oh yea I do now here's what is going to happen you won't tell anyone about this or I will make sure this time she won't wake up" he said to me putting on his scrubs and mask walking back outside

Yea I get it no one finds out we all stay safe I kept repeating those words in my head hoping that it would make me believe it but It didn't and I felt awful

Chrissy's Pov

He took me to all my favorite places and got us ice cream and hid from the cops not that they would know me but you know what was the best thing out of all of this I was free I didn't feel like Chrissy I was a person that no one knew that no one felt sorry for I was someone else someone who felt strong and wasn't being treated like a cancer perk because I am not a cancer perk. I know this sounds crazy but every now and then I slip away to when I was 8 and not sick and had friends but then it slips away and I get slapped with reality

*back at the hospital*

My phone lays on my bed vibrating from texts from Nash saying to not let the doctor but the Iv in my vein of course I didn't see those texts and I already had done it so whatever he was trying to get at was pointless (Chrissy isn't at the hospital she is still with Connor this is just a Pov of what's going on while she's gone) Cameron Aaron carter the jacks Taylor and even Shawn and mahogany was waiting in the waiting room they had no idea i had gone i was invisible to them now the doctors and nurses stopped checking in and it was like i was almost already gone which was good because they need to get use to a life without me

*back to Chrissy*

I set my watch to 24 hours yesterday when i was diagnosed.....i have 4 more left you know maybe this is for the best I mean i will be with my mom and my dad she said he died before i was born and my little sister Regan that got killed in a car accident and most importantly i will be with God and he will heal me and walk me down the streets of gold and i will know that i have done good maybe this isn't such a bad thing

Nash's Pov

The cappacino the glass everything he did was for a purpose she wasnt a random target anymoe

*flashback*

The guys told me to go get some food so thats what i did i put on my hoddie and my glasses and took the bus to McDonalds I took a seat in the back so no one would sit next to me not that i didn't want anyone to but no that's it. A tall man in a suit sat next to me.

Great.

Nash Grier he said taking of his sunglasses he looked just like loki.

Uh no you have the wrong guy i said trying to fake a British accent. Thank god for Sam pepper

Kid i know its you you might have everyone else fooled but not me. Your here at a event called Magcon with 8 other guys named shawn Aaron jack jack Matthew carter Taylor and Cameron correct he said to me

I shook my head as of saying no and he opened his jacket to reveal a black piece of metal hidden in his belt and then covered it up again

Lets try that again do you or don't you know those guys Nash he said clenching his teeth

This time i responded and said Yes

Good now listen closely you work for me now or your sister dies what was her name Skylynn?

Dont...dont ill do whatever you want just leave her out of this i said to him

Good progress finally ok heres the deal Nash a young girl about your age is going to come see you and the guys do whatever you do at the event here name is Chrissy she will have blue eyes and blonde hair she will come with her friend Madison I want you to go up to her and stab this needle into her back when no one is looking and then bring her to me or else instead of skylynn i will move to my next target Will Grier now i dont think youll want that will you?

No i said to him quietly This chrissy girl why do you want her so badly i asked regreting it from his cold glare

Shes My Daughter. She needs to be punished.

*flashback to when chrissy first met the guys*

I saw her walk in the door and sit down at a table with her coffe she was talking to Matthew Taylor noticed her from the news as "The girl whos mom died" and we went up to her

"Hey your the girls whos mom died i said to her mentaly slapping myself for using Taylors demented words

She stood up and went to the elevator door pressing the button this was it i had to do it or will would be killed.

I walked up to her with the saringe in my hand his directions werre to make sure All of it was used so i walked up to her and gave her a hug making sure her back wasnt facing any of the guys and i whispered in her ear with a tear falling down my eye "I'm sorry I didn't mean I upset you are have it come out like that I just I'm sorry" while i was saying it i was pressing the liquid into her back matthew started to come over to her so as fast as i can but it was to late i couldnt do it in time so i took the needle out of her back and quickly threw it into the coffe kitchen were the cappocino man was. Chrissy passed out for five minuets but woke up after that i turned around and saw her dad shaking his head standing in a near by parking garage and loading his gun I furrowed my eyebrows and stepped forward to see what he was doing i looked at one of the garage poles and saw will tied uo to it and he fired his gun shooting will in the head before i could even react tears rolled down my eyes and i ran out of the room before anyone could see me i broght out the glass he wanted me to place on the floor if his plan failed the infected glass that would puncture her skin and give chrissy cancer the glass that started it all the actions that started it all. The man who started it all. It was me and now chrissy is going to die.

Chrissys Pov

I got out of the wheel chair and walked toward the fountain to get some water and i felt a sharp pain in my side i clenched it knealing on the groung Connor soon running after me the pain was so unbearable that i thought i was going to pass out then and therer conor lifted me to my wheelchair and i hear a faint beeping sound I looked down and saw my alarm had went off I screamed in agony and tols connor to go back to the hospital he did as he was told and we ruched pased the guys and the doctor they looked at me and shot up out of there seats following me back to my room I was slipping away when the doctor and some nurses came and hooked me back up to the wires everyone was in a panic and i looked at everyone they were all there except matthew and nash my eyes were drifting shut and the doctors stopped doing whatver they were doing and let everyone say there goodbyes they all sat around the bed and started to cry then i looked to my side and saw Cameron handing me his phone I looked at it and saw Maddys face she was crying and she managed to choke out a good bye i smiled weakly and felt my eyes closing and my hear giving up on me and my lack of air but i heard one last thing I didnt get to say goodbye and the door bursted open but it was to late my heart gave out and everything went black I was free but the thing is. Was I really gone?

(Picture of Chrissys dad on the side)