The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Nash Pov

I need to tell him I need to tell her I need to tell them that this is all my fault not just killing Dustyn but everything else all the damage I can't even sleep anymore it's killing me maybe I should just end it all

I turned up the bath water until it was high enough and I stepped in I was about to go under but I heard a knock on the door it was Chrissy

Nash open up I brought us Taco Bell she said knocking on the door

I didn't listen I just slowly put my head in the water

NASH OPEN UP I CAN HEAR THE MUSIC she yelled still banging on the door

But I still didn't listen my head was still going to go under the water no one would stop me

NASH I KNOW YOUR HOME LET ME IN she yelled louder she wasn't going to give up she knew I was home

Then I heard a door open I forgot to lock it she came in and yelled my name she opened the door and ran to me at the sight and she started crying

NASH STOP she screamed lifting me up out of the water

Stop just let me drown I can't take it any more I said tears running down my face

Nash this isn't the way to solve things ok you need to go to a support group talk to someone talk to me I'm here for you we can get through this she said patting my back

How do you guys do it how come the hate doesn't bother you I don't understand I said

Because of @EmilyHope16 and @LavigneLowe7 she said simply

What do they have to do with it there just fans I said confused

Emily said she put my middle name "Hope" as part of her twitter name because it would remind her that she could get through even the impossible and Lavigne said she put my last name "Lowe" to remind her that some people have had it worse so she should make the best of what she has right now she said you could see hear her smile in her voice she really meant it those two people can make her smile just for something so little yet so extravagant

Nash she continued you have amazing fans more than most of us I doubt that's what's bothering you she said hesitating you handled the hate better than most of us much better than I did in fact and.......I don't know I don't know what's bothering you but I can tell it's not the hate but whatever it is I can tell it's bothering you so you better fix it she said standing up and walking to the door stopping so she can look at me

If you kill yourself your killing us all Nash Magcons in 20 be there she said walking out of my hotel room

Shit