The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissy's Pov

For the first time in a while. I can honestly say Ive been doing great. Maddy is supportive of my Cameron and Carter are very protective over me and im saying that the nicest way you can when two guys are always looking over your shoulder. Taylor and I are best friends now also but sadly ever since the elevator incident Nash and I  are still awkward around each other the Jacks and Shawn left to go home for a couple of weeks and Magcon still has a year left. Wow that's a long time Maddy is  always shy around Jack J I could already tell she has a thing for him I would hook that up but he went home sigh i need a life to meddle in.  Matthew and I  are just a little  closer than me and Taylor.

"Hey Chrissy I'm thirsty I want a drink" Carter said man that child I swear he is so lazy but I still love him.

"Ughhh Carter get your butt up and get you a drink" I said annoyed by him being hungry and well he was my brother so I just am naturally annoyed to him.

"Fine I'll get a sprite" he says getting up from the chair and pausing sponge bob

"No no no sir you aren't you get water" I said

"But I want some jui-" he said being cut of by a cellphone

"It's mine one second I say answering the phone mhmm...this is she...yea....oh my god really...wow thanks Bart...ok see you then" I say as I hang up

"What was the bartanator" saying Aaron says entering the room

"He was sayin- wait did you just call him the bar- you know what never mind well he was saying that y'all's fans saw Carter's vine of me singing and the want me to sing and go on tour with y'all" I say in my fangirl moment

"What's she so exited from" Maddy says walking in the room

"Me and you will be touring the world with them for magon" I say squealing after I stopped sponge bob was at the part were there buying the bag holder bag to hold the chocolate bags. confused yet me to.

"Well then it's time for a performance so how's about you go sing now" Taylor says how long was he in here?

"Ok I am already dressed so I guess I'll go" I said walking out the door and I went backstage to tell the DJ what to play which was ride by Lana del ray

[Music video spoken introduction:]

I was in the winter of my life, and the men I met along the road were my only summer.

At night I fell asleep with visions of myself, dancing and laughing and crying with them.

Three years down the line of being on an endless world tour, and my memories of them were the only things that sustained me, and my only real happy times.

I was a singer - not a very popular one,

I once had dreams of becoming a beautiful poet, but upon an unfortunate series of events saw those dreams dashed and divided like a million stars in the night sky that I wished on over and over again, sparkling and broken.

But I didn't really mind because I knew that it takes getting everything you ever wanted, and then losing it to know what true freedom is.

When the people I used to know found out what I had been doing, how I'd been living, they asked me why - but there's no use in talking to people who have home.

They have no idea what it's like to seek safety in other people - for home to be wherever you lay your head.

I was always an unusual girl.