The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissy's Pov

(Chrissy's hair is on the top )I'm in my room looking at my sealing I had recently painted "Some Infinities Are Bigger Than Others Infinities" on my sealing and I'm thinking how Hazel was so confident even though she had lung cancer and now I have a matter of months until I die and I'm everything but that I'm literally scared shitless I wrote my will for my funeral for Maddy to read and asked them to prepare my funeral it's all set up and everything's fine I try to say to myself everything's going to be fine I'm going to be fine but the only thing is I'm not I'm going to die and That would be it. How how could that be it I thought I was going to be happy and live my life by doing what I was afraid to do and now I'm afraid of everything I'm afraid if I touch something it will break or it will die i know it's ridiculous but I can't help but feel I'm gonna loose everything I know I am I have 5 months 5 fucking months what am I going to do. I decided to go to go on twitter and look at some posts maybe eyes post a few or a follow spree instantly I saw posts with me tagged in them

Hayes_Gal456: Look at Chrissy's new haircut she's so pretty

Fuck_NashRightIn_DaPussy32: What the fuck is up with Chrissy and the #TFIOS stage all of the woith me shit is getting old

My face cringed at the name I mean how are the guys not scared of there fans, if only they knew that I was dying and I have to be the one to tell them

I followed random people and decided to post something

Official_Chrissy: Hey guys I have a announcement to make so in doing a meet up at the Virginia Creek Park in 20 minuets

I sent the post and got over 400 replies saying they would be there I got ready and drove to the park there were over 700 people there and I had to put on my hood so I wouldn't get attacked on the way I found a bench and stood on it and took out my Bose speaker and my phone so they could here me

Hey everyone I said in to the phone and they all turned around and started to scream

How is everyone it went quiet and one girl finally spoke up

Good What do to need to tell us she said

Ok well I've seen some of your posts on twitter about my hair and the whole the fault on our stars shit but I wanted you guys to know My Story may be long and ridiculous but it matters and you don't think it does...but yet maybe you do and we can relate but I'm tired of being called a idiot just for being me and that I don't know what it's like to have a hard life so I shouldn't be complaining and today I kept thinking maybe if I told you you would understand I said and looked around to see many girls have there phones out recording the event and some in tears

I have been diagnosed with stage three cancer I said and let out a breath I didn't know I was holding

You could hear the cries of my fans and the heavy breathing from the thin cold air

But I could still live but I possibly won't ....the doctor gave me 5 months but I don't want you guys to call it the end and if I don't make it I want you guys to know that you were the ones I'm going to fight for and you are the ones that keep me alive so don't stop believing in me or in yourself I said and turned of my phone and put my mini Bose speaker in my pocket I stepped off the bench and saw tears running down there cheeks I went up to most of them and gave them hugs I finished the meet up got in my car and drove away

Taylor's Pov

I saw Chrissy tweet and decided to go to the meet up by the time I got there she was In the middle of her speech and all of the fans were paying deep attention I doubt they even noticed me but when Chrissy mentioned that she had cancer the atmosphere change the fans changed I changed I know she already told us but what got to me was how she was talking about her possibly dying we all love Chrissy but she's... My attention was turned back to Chrissy she was already leaving but I have to tell her so I put my hoodie on from the result of the 50 degree weather I ran to my car and followed her to were she was headed The Park she parked and sat on a swing and started to swing back and forth until she stopped and put her head In her hands and started to cry I turned off my engine and walked to sit next to her and started to cry with her

This sucks she said wiping her tears away and getting off the swing to sit in the damp sand

I know It does I said and sat down with her

She laid her head down on my lap and looked up at the overcast sky

Chris there's something I have to tell you and I should've told you before but I just couldn't I said playing with my fingers

What is it Taylor she asked and looked up at me

I'm your Brother

Your my what she said standing up

When you were in the hospital I had to donate some blood when you first got here and the doctor told me but I got a test and it turns out it's true I said standing up and looking down

Tears were running down her cheeks how long have you known she whispered

5 months I said and looked down

She stared at me for 10 seconds and slapped me and walked away heading to her car

I ran up to her and grabbed her arm turning her around

How could you she yelled you knew I lost my mother and I was so alone and you kept this from me she said through tears

I'm sorry I said through tears and pulled her in for a hug

She started to slap my chest and try to get away but after a minuet she stopped and hugged me back crying into my shirt

Why does this hurt so much she said talking into my shirt

I don't know I said patting her back I don't know

WOW THIS IS SOME EMOTIONAL FUCKING SHIT HAHAHAHAHAH OK IK IT SEEMS TO LATE BUT IM TAKING CHARACTER TRYOUTS CHU KNOW WHAT TO DO :)