The Empty Chair (Matthew Espinosa Fanfic)

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Chrissy's POV

That's not something you want to walk into you don't normally walk into a room and see your best friend try to kill Themselves and the worse part is I didn't feel sorry for him he was being self centered and he knew it or maybe I was the one being self centered I don't know I don't want to think about this right now Bart was announcing names and I still didn't see Nash he called my name and I was the last one you could hear how pumped they were well that was until I came onto the stage they all quiet down but I just brushed it off

HOW ARE YOU GUYS DOING TONIGHT i yelled I to the microphone they all screamed still don't understand why they do that what if we went on a daily basis and asked him how he was doing and Jim just started screaming in your face yeah it's weird

So like most of you have known I have stage 4 cancer and I don't want you guys to feel sorry for me because cancer isn't going to kill me I said hesitating IM.GOING.TO.KILL.CANCER I said into the mic

The crowd screamed and I instantly smiled the effect they had on me was unbearable it was amazing

I also have a new announcement that only me and Taylor know about I turned to see Matthew as he glared at me and Taylor and ran off the stage I frowned and went back to the announcement

Me and Taylor have found out some interesting information about each other some sooner than others I said looking at him and he looking down at the floor

But as quaint as this is going to sound it is true so here we go I took a breath in this would be the words that changed everyone that changed everything and I'm still shaking the guys don't even know what if they don't accept it what I tye get really mad what if...what if they kick me out of the family all the stress rushed into my head and I came back to reality I just had to face what would come

Me and Taylor are siblings I said letting out a breath that I didn't know I was holding in

The crowd went silent the boys looked at me even Nash who wasn't even on stage yet looked shocked but then they did something I couldn't forget they smiled and started cheering they didn't mind they were thrilled even the guys they were more thrilled than most I smiled and wiped a tear from my eye but then I remembered

Matthew

Guys I have to go handle something take over real quick I said handing the mic to Nash I ran and went to look for him I turned a corner and saw him he was standing by a window in the hallway

So you and Caniff huh he said

Yea I know that you are taking this hard more than others but I just want you to know it's not that big of a deal I said to him putting my hand on his shoulder

But he moved his shoulder and turned to me

NOT A BIG DEAL iITS NOT A BIG DE THAT YOUR CHEATING ON ME WITH ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS THATS NOT A BIG DEAL he said waving his arms in the air

Oh you think no it's not like that I said being cut off by Matthew ok this kid needs to just shut up so I can explain

Oh really because I think it's exactly like that Chris if you didn't want to be in this relationship you shoulda said no he said turning back around

Matthew I was trying to explain you keep cutting me off I said to him

Save it Chris were done he said walking out of the hallway and back on stage me following behind him still shocked I walked onto stage and the guys all looked at me I looked at Cameron and Aaron and let a tear fall wiping it away even carter saw he took me backstage and patted my back asking me what was wrong

Matthew broke up with me I said letting my tears freely fall and I sat back on the couch I started to cry even more and all they guys except Matthew came backstage I was on the ground crying in my hands until I couldn't breath and then that's when it all started

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