When an American girl named Angela Garcia takes nothing but a suitcase. Full of dreams and high hopes of meeting her Korean drama crush... She takes the biggest chance of her life, she leaves everything behind and goes to S. Korea.. As the story unr...
Things turned out in my favor tonight. I would have never thought that Angela came to Korea in search for me, so does this really mean she likes me? I've been holding back because I thought her and min-ho were actually together but they're not.. (yesss.. Fist pump) I'm actually getting the chance to show her how I feel...I don't know what she has done to me but I'm crazy about her... I love her innocent smile and her natural beauty... She is the type of woman that looks ravishing in anything she wears but is clueless to her looks. I can picture myself waking up next to her everyday and reminding her how extraordinarily beautiful she is.
I would feel bad for min-ho but in reality we only associate ourselves over business... Never really just as close friends. I've been single for 2 years now and to be honest I've never felt this way about any girl I've dated before. Although she seems quite shy in front on me, I am hoping I can change that. This will take time so for now I will just comfort her and help her as much as she needs.
Now that we are almost at my house I am feeling a little shy. I know right, I'm a little contradicting but I've never brought a girl to my house nevertheless have one sleep over. My palms are sweating.
Kim hyun-joong: Well.. We're here. (nervously looking around.. Yes I am an adult but it is still not proper to bring a woman to your home not being married)
Angela: Um... Are you okay? (He looks nervous)
Kim hyun-joong: Yes I am.. I am very much okay.. Totally okay.. You know A-Okay... (what am I even saying!?)
Angela: What's wrong? Why are you sweating? (poor thing) Are you not able to look at me? (not going to lie he is so freaking adorable)
Kim hyun-joong: Ani.. That is not a problem, everything is cool, I can look at you.. (I am so nervous that I'm literally holding my breath... Omg I forgot how to breathe.. Can I not breathe? Breathe, idiot, breathe or you will pass out)
Angela: Oppa.. Oppa what are you doing? Inhale... Inhale... ( what the F***!?)
Kim hyun-joong: (I gasp for air.. Finally remembering how to breathe.. Omg how embarrassing.. I close my eyes and wait a few seconds) meahne(sorry). I overreacted. This is the first time I bring a girl to my house, makes me a little nervous.
Angela: Looks like you are more than a little nervous. If you want I can go somewhere else. I don't want to make you uncomfortable.
Kim hyun-joong: No.. No.. Please... I am sorry..Meahne, I really want you to stay.
Angela: I've got to admit you did look pretty cool back there when you pulled me away... But now...
Kim hyun-joong: Oh no...
Angela: But now you're so adorable! I would have never imagined you like this... Cool and adorable.. (I awkwardly think it's kind of hot)
Kim hyun-joong: I am a little relieved.. Let's go inside shall we? (she really found a way to make me feel relaxed, my kind of girl..)
Angela
Seeing hyun-joong's expression and behavior tells me that Korea is definitely different for the United States. People here are more reserved. I feel bad because he looked so uncomfortable. I caused him to step out of his comfort zone. Not that I plan on doing anything inappropriate with him, but I can see why he felt a little shy.
I think I'm just going to stay the night and then leave before hyun-joong wakes up. It really doesn't look right. I left one man's home to go to another man's home.
Angela: Gomabseubnida (thank you).. I really appreciate what you're doing for me.
Kim hyun-joong: No need to be so polite.. I am your oppa hyun-joong. Don't forget.. I am here for you.. Araso? (Alright?)
Angela: Ye (yes) oppa hyun-joong.
Kim hyun-joong: Sleep here tonight (I lead her into my bedroom and hand her a change of clothes).
Angela: Thank you.. Oppa if this is your room where will you sleep?
Kim hyun-joong: I will sleep on the couch don't worry. (I give her a warm smile)
As he was leaving I grab onto his shirt. It must have startled him because he jumped, twirled around so fast that I trip over his foot. He grabs me and we both fall on top of the bed...with hyun-joong over me. Once again our lips nearly touched...and I can't explain it but my heart is pounding.. I think I'm going to die, it's pounding so fast.
Kim hyun-joong: (What is this I'm feeling? Why does it feel like my heart is going to explode?) I... Think... I'm.. (I see her pucker up her lips so I move closer.. I want to kiss her so bad.. But this is not right.. This can't be right).. I'm going now. You rest. See you in the morning. (I got up as fast as I possibly could..)
Wae? Why am I being like this? Ani (no) this cannot happen... I'm not sure what I'm feeling. Who do I like? What the hell? If I stay here I have a feeling we will do more than we should. I honestly don't have my emotions figured out. One moment my heart flutters for cold min-ho and the next I'm speechless and going crazy over sweet oppa.
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I am definitely leaving early tomorrow. I'll just leave him a note. He is definitely a good guy and I won't use him just because I can't be with min-ho. Wae? Mwo (what)? Seriously what am I saying? I came to Korea for oppa...Why am I thinking of another man?
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Ugh.. Either way I am going to stay on my own. I need some me time. My month in Korea has been definitely hectic and full of emotions. Although my Korean has improved drastically, I need to improve my status here. I need to become someone worthy of min-ho or oppa.
But for now, time to sleep.. I am so sleepy..
ZzzzZzz
Lee min-ho
I can't sleep. No matter how I put it, I just don't understand why Angela changed so fast. I really thought she liked me. I was quickly fooled. Maybe by her beauty or maybe by her straight forward attitude. Yet still it does not seem right.. Did she perhaps hear what Da-leah told me? Ani that can't be...Can it?
The more I think about it the more it makes sense. That girl is foolish...she is worried about me and does not even tell me...Wae? Wae?! I don't care about Da-leah's threat.. I like Angela and I won't give her up...I am not easily intimidated...not when it threatens my happiness.
If Angela thinks that by telling me that she doesn't like, she will push me away...she is so wrong. She doesn't have to endure this because of my fame. I will make everything right again.
