Chapter Nineteen

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Kim hyun-joong

The intensity of emotional pain I am feeling right now is not even containable but I am fighting the urge of crying my eyes out

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The intensity of emotional pain I am feeling right now is not even containable but I am fighting the urge of crying my eyes out. (I know not manly what so ever).  If only I had met Angela first maybe things would be different and I wouldn't be the one with a broken heart. They say love turns people into fools but I'm starting to believe love is too painful rather than foolish. If it were going to be this way I should've never let my guards down and allow myself to fall in love.

I might be a little sensitive at this point but what good will that do? Right now Angela is by my side and I'm going to help her clear this whole misunderstanding. She will be so relieved and the fact that Da-leah is the one who schemed it all, I'm sure will get her to distance herself a lot more from min-ho.

Kim hyun-joong: Are you okay?

Angela: Umm.... yes.. Why do you ask?

Kim hyun-joong: You seemed to be a little upset with min-ho. (clearly skipping the fact that I saw him kiss her)

Angela: oh... uh.. that.. Yes of course. He seems to not understand how one should behave when in a relationship. (Gets me thinking about the kiss and it makes me angry.. angry because I liked it and I hate how much I enjoyed it! Although being fully aware he will be getting engaged with Da-leah. ugh. So freaking frustrating!)

Kim hyun-joong: It sure makes you upset. If there is anything to you want to talk about I am all ears, I promise I won't judge you. (I can't help but avoid even looking at her because it reminds me of the kiss and it hurts. It really hurts that tears well up in my eyes.)

Angela: (Oh crap he saw the kiss I'm almost positive... I think.) Uh.. It's really nothing I just hope he can just go to Da-leah and finally leave me alone. BUT anywayssss, thank you oppa!!! You're the best and you work so hard in helping me. How can I ever repay you for all you do?

Kim hyun-joong: Oh kure that's all? (She completely skipped  the kissing part, that is hurtful knowing she doesn't find it necessary to tell me.) Wae? Wae are you thanking me? You know I will always do my best to help you, okay? By the way with the proof I have, your name will surely be cleared and you will also receive an apology. I will make sure that you do.

Angela: Aww oppa! I am so happy right now! All thanks to you!

Angela

We finally arrive at some fancy building and since I don't know how to read Japanese I can't read the name. Either way I'm thankful to have finally arrived because that ride was beyond awkward. How can I just openly talk about a moment that caught me off guard and got my feelings out of whack. I mean I feel bad for not telling hyun-joong about the kiss but I'd rather not touch the topic. 

kim hyun-joong: We're here. Now let's get this all cleared up. Don't you worry about anything oppa joong is here. (I give her a playful wink)

Angela: (I smile) I never worry when you are around oppa, you're my best friend!

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