What Every Fangirl Wants

Chapter Twelve

Angela

This was supposed to be a happy day for me. I can't seem to process what I witnessed. Someone pinch me because I must be going crazy! Did min-ho really kiss Da-leah right in front of me? What a damn liar! He made it seem like he was so into me that he didn't like her at all and then this happens! I don't know if I'm heart broken or pissed. He looked at me and then went on and kissed her so disgustingly passionate that I almost threw up in my mouth. I hate him. I hate all of this. I want to cry so bad but I'm also trying to pretend nothing happened because of my damn luck I'm still working!

If only this were a dream if only I hadn't laid eyes on him. I'm mentally beating myself up because of these damn feelings I can't control. I wish there were an on and off button when it comes to love so I can turn my love into hate or at least disgust but no, I'm still crazy about him.

My body is here in the set but my mind is elsewhere. I feel so dumb, I actually thought that rude idiot really felt something special for me. Who am I kidding though, I'm not from his world I belong to a whole different galaxy!

Finally, sir Heon-woo tells us it's time to wrap it up and call it a day. I hope I don't break down as soon I walk out the door because I'm a hair away from screaming. I'm going to need a drink.. no... no.. a few drinks after what happened today that's the least I'm going to need. I go to the dressing room change my clothes and remove all the makeup. I can't wear make up with this mood I'm sure after a few drinks I will get emotional and all the makeup will run. (Giggling to myself) Then I'll definitely look like a clown and have a reason for people to laugh at me.

Trying to hurry out and find the closest place to sit and have some drinks when I bump into oppa Hyun-joong. His face is full of concern I can tell but I don't want his pity.

Kim hyun-joong: Angela? Let's go for some soju and black bean noodles, how about it?

Angela: (I really don't want to be alone) Um, sure! Let's go? I'm starving!

Kim hyun-joong: (I know she's trying to hide her feelings, but I can sense she's hurt) Okay, how about I race you to the spot down the street. First one there has to pay for the meal! (not really, I'm paying but hey nothing wrong with having fun.)

Angela: You're on, but don't you mean last one there? Hehe. I was in track when I was in high school, this will be easy! (My mood is a little better already. Gotta love oppa hyun-joong.)

Lee min-ho

After I kissed Da-leah I regretted it, I totally regret it. I want to run back and tell Angela it's not real and that I feel nothing for Da-leah but I would be stupid to think she'd forgive me that easily. I'm sure she thinks I'm superficial and that I wasn't truly genuine towards her. I can't blame her though I would think the same thing. Ugh! Why this happening? Why is Da-leah so determined to have me get engaged to her? It's not that I'm insensitive to her emotions or that I value her any less, it's just that I've never seen her as anything more than a friend.

Aish! I must have done something awful in my past life to deserve all this bad luck. I can't stand it anymore I'm going for a drink. Maybe that'll help me forget all this misery. I can't seem to be able to erase Angela's expression when she saw me kiss Da-leah, as if I personally had punched her in the stomach and left her unable to breathe.

I drive to my favorite spot where I'm able to drink until passing out and no one will judge me. I search around to see if the usual table I sit at is empty and it's not. I can't believe this though, wow! Sitting there all happy go lucky pouring a glass of soju is Angela! Aish! Isn't she supposed to be home hating me? But no of course not instead she's here with none other than Hyun-joong. I might seem a bit selfish but he's starting to push my buttons, I can't stand seeing him around her like a suffocating fish grasping onto her as if she were his oxygen.

If they think their night is going to go smoothly they're wrong. I walk up to their table and pull out seat and sit between the two.

Kim hyun-joong: Wae (why)? Wae are you here?

Lee min-ho: Is this how you greet a friend?

Angela: (I can't believe him, why is he here? I roll my eyes)

Kim hyun-joong: Come on min-ho aren't you engaged? What are you doing here?

Lee min-ho: Oh yes I'm engaged it should be the happiest day of my life! Ajumma some soju please! Thank you. (bowing head)

Kim hyun-joong: Yes exactly.

Lee min-ho: I'm engaged so now you go to oppaaaa hyun-joong muah muah muuu muu muaaah! (making kiss face and sound)

Angela: What? What are you saying? (seriously this jerk!)

Lee min-ho: You cared about me? (gulping down two shots of soju one after the other) Pssshh. You only care about your oooppaaaa! (I hiccup) This jerk right here.

Kim hyun-joong: Seriously stop, just put down the drinks and go home you're going to say things you are later going to regret.

Lee min-ho: Regret? Me? Yeah I regret falling for the most naive and idiotic girl in the world. I regret it! Aish! (My eyes directly on Angela Miss Orange Garcia)

Angela: That's not our problem. Go to your Da-leah and leave oppa and I alone. (who cares about his love life).

Lee min-ho: Not your problem? You are the problem! (I know she's not the problem and that I'm actually the problem but I can't handle it).

Angela: You! Really?! I have a few words for you...

Kim hyun-joong: Don't pay him any mind he's drunk, let me call a designated driver and send him home.

Kim hyun-joong

This guy is really going to blow this all. He decides to become a hero but then can't seem to handle all the pressure. I told him in the first place not to do it, now he wants to act like he's been wronged. He must certainly be out of his wits if he thinks that I'm going to let this opportunity that HE created for me, slip away just like that! I'm going to send him home before he ruins my moment.

I know I seem like a horrible person yes, trying to take advantage of this situation but I've never felt this way for any other woman. I am sincerely in love with Angela and I don't think she even notices me at least not like she notices min-ho. I'm going to try my best to get her to see how I feel and for her to find herself fall in love with me.