What Every Fangirl Wants

Chapter Eight

Angela

Wae? Wae? Wae?! I came to Korea for a different reason. Why is it so complicated? I can't get min-ho out of my head and the look on his face when I told him I don't like him, I can't erase. It's all I see when I close my eyes... He must hate me but what can I do? That girl Da-leah wants him so bad or she'll ruin him if she doesn't get him.

The thing is that not only am I making min-ho suffer but I also got oppa hyun-joong in the mix... I know it's not fair to him yet that is what first came to mind.

Kim hyun-joong: Angela? Wae? (it's what comes out of my mouth)

Angela: (How can I look at him now? I've made a bigger mess of things) Op..pa...

Kim hyun-joong: I won't make you talk if you don't want to... But please listen to what I have to say... (is this the right time to confess?)

Angela: (simply nodding yes.. I'm not able to let any words out... I feel like once I open my mouth I'm going to ball out crying and I don't want to..)

Kim hyun-joong: (No.. I don't think it's the right time..) I want you to know that I am here for you... Don't hold back. (I place my hand on her chin and softly turn her to face me) Cry...If you feel like crying just cry...I won't say anything nor judge you... If you need my shoulder to cry on, then please use it I'm right here.. Just please don't hold back.

Angela: (and that's all he had to say because I immediately start sobbing... He taps his shoulder signaling for me to use it.. And I do.. I place my forehead on his shoulder and I cry.. I simply cry out like a child when they get their candy taken away... Wae? Why do things get oit of place so quickly?)

Kim hyun-joong: (I gently pat her repeatedly on her back... That's all I can do for her right now.. She needs to let it out..) That's right just let it all out today.. You will get stronger... And I hope you still plan on going for the interview Monday...?

Angela: (omg yes.. He's right.. I really need to get it together.. I need to become independent and strong.. Then and only then I can be support for min-ho... I wipe my tears) Yes...I'm going and I'm going to do my best.

Kim hyun-joong: I know you can do it...Fighting! (as in saying good luck!)

When oppa hyun-joong dropped me off all I could think of is running up to my room.. So I ring the door bell and I expect one of the service staff to open but no... It's min-ho.. I feel a shiver go through my entire body I can't even move. His eyes are red and puffy as if he's been crying for a long time. His stare is burning through and still I can't open my mouth to speak.

Lee min-ho: So it's just that simple for you?? Am I the only idiot suffering? Do not feel anything for me?

Angela: Min... I.... I'm sorry...

Lee min-ho: If you're sorry why are you doing this? Look at me when I talk to you..... Please.

Angela: (I can't look at him... I don't want him to see that I too can't bare this...) Wae? Why must you do this? Didn't I make it easy on you; by ending this fake relationship? Wae?! Wae? Why are you making such a fuss?!

Lee min-ho: It's only you who's ever seen our relationship as fake... I know you came here in search of hyun-joong but...Let's face it that was only a fangirl desire... I've liked you since the first time I laid eyes on you.

Angela: Stop... Please just stop we can't do this... I don't want to!! (I feel warm hands on my shoulders)

Kim hyun-joong: Come on let's go.. (I was waiting until she went inside but instead saw her just standing there... It wasn't until I got out of the car that could hear Angela and min-ho arguing..)

Lee min-ho: (I grab his arm) What right do you have?

Kim hyun-joong: (pulling my arm away) I heard it loud and clear... She came to Korea for me.. I don't care her exact reason for it, but I'm sure of one thing and that is that I can't let her go to you. Now that I know that your relationship is fake. Lastly I'm taking her today; you can send her clothes over or I'll just buy her some. Either way she's coming with me.

Angela: (I just go with it.. Still not able to look at min-ho.. I can't.. If I do I don't think I can continue this.. )

Kim hyun-joong: You don't have to worry I'm here.. Your oppa hyun-joong is here... (I put my arm around her shoulder and guide her to the car... )

Everything has turned out this way.. I never planned any of this... I just want to curl up and cry.. Cry for hours, days, weeks, or even months.

Lee min-ho

What is this? Why am I left feeling this way? What the hell is wrong with her? I don't understand her... Yeah.. I know she liked hyun-joong first but I can't tell my heart otherwise..  I'm so stupid, out of all girls I fall for her... Now like the idiot I am I have to watch her go to another man... Just like that..

(I slam my fist into the wall) Aish!