The Pain Of Being Me

Best For You

I'm sick of trying to get your attention
Even though you always give it to me
I've been having the dreams again
Since you aren't singing me to sleep
I've been so distant lately
I don't know if it bothers you
I know it bothers me
But I'm scared of losing you

This is so hard to say
This is difficult to do
But I have to let you go
So I don't hurt your heart
So I don't confuse your brain
You already have so much in it
You have so much to deal with
Don't want to be another reason
Don't want to get to complicated
Pull you away from your temptations

I don't mean to make you feel bad
Or make you feel like you have to stay
Don't mean to push you away
Then beg you to hold my hand
But I don't want you to feel trapped
In this ever threatening grasp

I don't want you to leave
But I'll make you if I have too
But then I'll cry later
Cause I lost my one true friend
I don't wish to lose you
Cause I'll be losing who I gave my trust to
But I'll beg you to go
Cause this isn't about me
This is all about you
And everything you need
I love you forever
My only best friend
My secret little crush
So I have to do what's right
I have to let you go 💔

"I only want what's best for you
It's not what's good for me
It's not about what I want
But it's all about what you need
I want what's best for you
But I don't want you to leave
It's not about what I want
It's all about what you need
I want what's best for you..."
😢💔