The Pain Of Being Me

Today

Yesterday seems like a lifetime ago
I wish today never happened
I'll stay up late
I'll hope and pray
For this horrid day to go away
I'm beat up inside
I choke on my cries
I'm losing the fight
With myself and I
They tell me to be strong
But I feel so weak
My skin feels so dry
From those contagious lies
I can no longer speak
See my words as they turn from left to right on this page
My soul filled with rage
Cause I'm trapped in this cage
They locked the door when they left
Haven't found the key since
Yesterday was a mistake
I'll live on till tomorrow
But I wish today never happened
They took my soul and watched it break