The Pain Of Being Me

Choosing

Please don't ignore me
Tell me what I did wrong
Please answer my texts
Even if it's a short response
I hope that your not angry
Truth is I'm stuck in the middle
Because my friends can't stand you
But you don't like them either
I'm trying to make it better
Be on both sides of the fight
Even though I know
I'd still end up choosing yours
But this battle hurts me
More than you'll ever know
I wanna be there for you
But I have other friends too
I'm forcing all these words out
Trying not to be offensive
I just want people to get it
It isn't easy you know it
I know they say mean things
I don't know why they can't stand you
I guess I just don't see it
All I see is your good
So please don't be mad at me
I'm trying to mend these mistakes
Even though they're not mine
Can you just pretend to notice