The Pain Of Being Me

The Dream

As I beg you not to leave
You turn to me with a scream
Push me aside
Say I'm so dumb to cry
Say I was the one who caused it
You don't give me a reason
Not a single clue
No evidence to what I have done to you
So you say to wake up
Say it'll come to me soon
That I'm so blind to see
The pain that I put you through
But I don't understand
Cause everything was just fine
Yet all you do is roll your eyes
Let out a huge sigh
Say to many secrets were held
That you can't deal with the hell
That you can't hold all my weight
Cause what you do won't help me
You say I'm too difficult
That you can't do this no more
I'm sorry that this is me
But you just turned away from me

I wake up from this dream
Still hearing that you love me
Though you never say it out loud
Your eyes speak louder than words
You say there's nothing to fear
Cause you're here to fight it with me
He says all that is not real
But I still fear you leaving me