The Pain Of Being Me

Boardgames

I've always kept my words kind
Because speaking my mind is wrong
I've always kept my eyes down
Because I can't stand to look up
Always kept my voice low
Kept my thoughts to myself
Because the things I might say
Will scare you away
I kept my love hidden
I let the hate take over my heart
Because you hurt me before
So did she, and him and him and her
It's not all your fault
You did your best
I guess you tried
But I told you before
I can't be fixed
Is that why you left?
Did you give up on me?
Because I've lost all hope
In what we could be
But you can't blame me
You did this too
But I'll defend you
Even though you won't do the same
Place all the blame
On the one who is hurt
Take the easy way
Cause that's how you play
But I guess it's okay
Time to pack up the game
Cause I won't get my way
Cause you like to cheat
Play me with your wicked scheme
But a fool I am not
Even though I'll never win
Cause you make the rules
As you go along
But it comes around
A comeback I will make
Because I'm sick of the excuses
And your first love bullshit
Sorry, excuse me I'll stop being mean
But I'm not coming back
I'll let you sit with that