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Hi :( (Cat Story)

I don't know why, but right now I feel very sad and discouraged. :(

I guess it's because I've been remembering all the bad things that happened to me like the many heartbreaks I've had... I really need somebody to cheer me up. :/

I'll write a paragraph about what I feel like:

I feel like somebody had knocked out my knees with a hammer and tied my intestines into a balloon animal. O feel like somebody is using a circular saw to cut me open and rip out everything, piece by piece.

It's short. You should feel happy. :\ I'll try and update soon.

Here's something to try and cheer myself up:

One day, a soft black and white kitten was born. This kitten's name was Mr. Oreo. He literally had the most beautiful green/ yellow/ blue eyes (with a few dots of orange, red, and purple).

Mr. Oreo's eyes were the rarest in the world. His mother died when he and his sister, Nachos were born. His father was a ginger cat, like Nachos.

When Mr. Oreo was 9 moons old with his sister, he was spending his time outside, playing with Nachos and some friendly butterflies. Then, he and Nachos chased a brilliant golden moth to a road.

"Look, Nachos, the moth wants us the follow the yellow stuff," Mr. Oreo meowed playfully. Nachos licked her lips and squealed in excitement.

"Let's go, then!" Exclaimed Nachos. Mr. Oreo didn't think that was a good idea. He tried to stop her.

"Wait, Nachos, that could be a trap," he meowed seriously. But Nachos hissed, flexing her claws.

"Party pooper!" She growled, scratching the ground in impatience.

"Do you think we can eat that moth?" Mr. Oreo asked, blocking his sister and determined to change the subject, waiting for a safe way to cross the road.

"Only one way to find out!" Exclaimed Nachos, and she dashed after the lovely moth.

"NACHOS, NO!" Mr. Oreo yowled. He tried to leap in and save his sister from an upcoming car, but she fell out of his grasp.

Nachos let out a mingled scream, then was silent. Mr. Oreo leapt behind the tall grass to avoid the car coming by. Then, he dove for the road.

"Nachos!" He yelled, but she was nowhere to be seen. Finally, he spotted her a few yards away, on the other side. He went up to her, but it was clear by her blank, clouded eyes and tire marks on her throat that she was dead.

He let out a wail. Then, he licked her fur and dipped her into the water to clean her.

"Nachos, you were the only one I had..." He whispered. He buried his nose in her fur and sat vigil for her.  The next day, he had no choice but to bury her because she was already smelling.

"Good-bye, Nachos," he whispered and put the last of the dirt to cover her pelt completely. He vowed to murder the moth.

The next month and seasons, he felt utterly destroyed until an ugly fat man came to rescue him. I'm finally going to live with humans! Mr. Oreo told himself. He felt a stinging blow in the guts when he thought of Nachos.

The human took the cat to a truck with bars.

That's not what I was thinking, but at last, I get to go to a house! Mr. Oreo thought. He waited for several minutes. Then, the human took him out and kicked him into a cage inside a house.