She hurts and she cries
But you can't see the
Depression in her eyes
Because she just smiles
I know you don't love me
But my heart doesn't understand.
You don't know:
What I've been through
The childhood I had
How much I hate myself
What I want to do to myself when I'm alone
How much my heart hurts
How much I cry
How mouth I want to give up.
Y o u d o n ' t k n o w m e a t a l l.
I hate myself, but I can't tell you that.
You're tell me not to
But you don't understand.
You don't understand depression until you can't stand your own presence
in an empty room.
You don't know why I'm exhausted?
I'm fighting a war inside my head every single day.
If that's not exhausting, I don't know what is?
I don't even know
What's wrong with me
Anymore
Don't tell me I have no reason to be depressed and I should open my eyes and look around me, at a beautiful world. It only proves what you know about me. Only proves that you can't imagine what I see through my eyes or see what's happening in my head. I can't find any happiness. I can't see the beauty around me- only pain.
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