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I reached for the gun that I knew was in one of the draws to my left. And pulled it out quickly and raised it and clicked the safety off “I wish you would” I said as I looked at her. The little bitch really would try to shoot someone when they weren’t looking, straight pussy move. “UHG I hate you” she screamed as she pointed the gun right at me and was ready to shoot. But then I heard a voice I thought I never would hear again. “Shaquanda put the fucking gun down” he demanded. But I was too frozen from shock and my mind started to spin out of control at that point to see if she actually did. Its bin a little more than a year since I heard that voice, I promised I would do some serious damage If I were to ever see him again for what he did to me. “Babe what’s wrong” I heard Jayden’s voice as it broke me out of my thought. I looked up and looked in his eyes I had to look at him to keep strong because don’t matter how strong I try to be it doesn’t take a lot for me to break. “Promise” Jayden said quietly as he stepped closer to me. I had to get out of here and fast. I’m stressing way too much and it’s not good for me or my babies and all of this is too much for me to handle right now. “Jayden” I croaked. “I gotta get out of here” I said as I stepped back a little my back hitting the counter as put my hands on my stomach and rubbed it lightly and tried to concentrate on my breathing. “Why what wrong” he said stepping closer to me. I put my hand up to his chest and pushed him back a little lightly “I have to get out of here this is too much stress for me and I can’t handle it right now I have to get out of this.” I said as I tried to side step him and go around him. “I’m coming with you” he said as he grabbed my arm and pulled me back in front of him. “Your mine and I’m not letting you walk away from me” he said pulling me to his chest roughly. “I know jay I know I’m yours I know that I just have t get out of here I want to go get my baby and Sammy (her dog) and just relax I need to get out of here like now it’s that or go get a drink or smoke some serious weed to calm down but I won’t because I would never harm my babies” I said as I yanked my arm out of his hand and stepped back and laid my hand on my stomach. “Where are you going” he said as he crossed his arms and looked at me intently as he tried to figure me out. “to get my babies and go relax its too much fucking shit going down in this house and I have to bounce” I said as I looked around the kitchen to see my brother and Marcus on the other side of the kitchen arguing shaquanda on the floor crying my boys around just looking ready If something happens and “him” already looking at me intently. “I’m gonna go I’ll call you later or you call me when you want me make sure no one leaves this house and follows me please when we talk I’ll tell you were I am. I just need a safe place right now” I said I looked back up to Jayden’s beautiful golden eyes. he sighed and looked at me for a second more “alright I’ll call you in exactly 30 minutes and will be texting you constantly if you take too long I’m gonna do some serious killing to find where you at” jay said as he stepped closer to me and pulled me into his arms. I buried my head into his chest and I wrapped my arms around his waist and hugged him tight. “come to my house later I want you in my house and in my arms tonight I’m gonna sort this mess out so none of this stress comes to you and were gonna talk about that lil nigga by the door when you’re your calm and at ease” he said into my ear. “Yeah and were gonna talk about that little whore on the floor crying too” I said already know that he would have seen how I reacted when “he” walked into the kitchen and I freaked out a little. “Alright text me when you have hope and then I’m gonna call you in thirty minutes.” He said as he pulled away from me. “Ok I’ll see you later baby I love you” I said and smiled at him. “I love you too baby and give my little princess a kiss for me” he said as he laid his hands on my stomach and started to rub it gently and my babies started to move around I got three little kicks. He loves hope to the fullest and I could see how happy he gets when the babies react to his touch I know he’s gonna love hope and the babies and spoil them rotten. “oh when we go to the doctor tomorrow and find the sex of the babies I want to name them” jay said as he looked at my stomach “ok baby whatever you want” I said and stood on m tiptoes and kissed him softly. I pulled away and turned to walk away. Felling a hole being blazed into my back I looked back and see “him” looking at me in the door way arms cross his face blank of any emotion. All the memories we stared together came running through my mind and I almost cried key word being almost. But I’ll be damned if I ever shed a tear for this nigga again in my life. And why the fuck was he even in my brother’s house and how the hell did he know that girl. I had a bad feeling some shit was about to go down soon. I don’t know why he was here but I know he was gonna cause a whole lot of trouble while he was here and cause me a hell of a lot more problems and stress for me. I know that I was going to have to tell Jayden everything but I hope “he” wouldn’t say anything for right now Omar doesn’t even know everything that went down and I want to keep it like that. But I wasn’t prepared for all the shit that was about to go down
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