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After our talk all Jayden has done was push me and it’s already been almost two weeks now. He would wake up get ready and just give me an awkward kiss on the check and just leave. I wouldn’t see him at school and when I get home he wouldn’t show up until after 12, that’s if he came home. When he would come home he would smell like straight weed and I heard that he was back on the streets selling but when I would try to talk to him he just tell me not to worry about it and just go to sleep. When I went to my appointment I had to go alone and I was even more disappointed when I couldn’t find out the sex of my babies then. Jayden didn’t even ask me about it he barely even talks to the babies like how he used to do. But now I just have to try to say up and wait for Jayden to come home.
As he walked into the room he barely cased me a glance “hey” he said looking down at his watch taking it off and putting it on the dresser. “Hey” I said quietly. He sat on the bed as he took off his shoes and I could smell the stench of weed on him. I just sighed quietly and as I tried not to inhale it much because I knew the smell was bad for my babies. He got up and after his shoes we’re off and went and took a shower. No hug, no kiss, no how was your day, just a “hey” and that’s it. I just sighed disappointedly and tired on my other side so my back was to the door so I wouldn’t have to see him. When he came out I heard him go to the drawer to get dressed in a pair of sweat pants like every other night. He came into the bed and I heard him lay his phone on the dresser “night” he said as he settled into the bed. “Why are you doing this” I asked into the quietness. “What am I doing promise” he asked but I know he knew what I was talking about already. “Why are you pushing me away” I asked quietly. “I’m not promise” he said “yes you are. You don’t talk to me, hug me, kiss me, play around with me like how you use to or even talk to the babies like how you use to its like you don’t give a fuck anymore what the hell Jayden I fucking told you about my damn past and you told me yours why the fuck are you acting like this” I asked. “yo just shut the hell up I don’t have time for this I’m tired I’m ready to take my ass to bed I aint got time for this bullshit go to bed” he said as I heard him shift in the bed. “Oh you don’t have time for this. Ok that’s cool, I’m chite with that. You fucking Castro round here now you the boss. Ok night Jayden” I said as I grabbed my phone
-Ced go get promise and bring her to your house you and her pack a bag for at least a week and tell Tariq antwone and nick to too –HisMissy-
-Oh ight I’ll go pick her up now all three of them at my crib right now anyways –b! GMoneyCed
-ok I’ll be at your house at 6:00 sharp make sure everybody ready I’ll tell you all the details when I see you I’ll talk to you later night sweetie –HisMissy-
-Ok night lil sis love you –b! GMoneyCed
-love ya too bruh –HisMissy-
I put my phone down and snuggled more into bed. This nigga must be out his mind he must have forgotten who the fuck I am and not a damn person is my master. If he think I’m finna be that bitch that just stay home have his kids while he in and out he must be out his fucking mind.
Waking up at 4:30 I got up quietly and got dressed into some black Ed hardy sweat pants a white Ed hardy shirt with a tiger on the front of it and a Ed hardy jacket a tiger on the back with some white Ed hardy shoes a Ed a white Ed hardy traveling back as I packed some clothes and all the jewelry Jayden got me on. I got my phone and my charger and I quietly slipped out the room. I picked my bag up off the couch and slipped out the house. I went down to the parking garage and got to my car. As I got to my car I looked at my beautiful motorcycle “awe I miss you so much” I said as I walked over to it and kissed the handle bar. “don’t worry I’ll be riding you again in no time” I said as I skimmed my hand on the side of my precious bike and gave one more longing look and then hopped into my car. I checked my phone and seen it was 5:18 and I seen I had enough time to go to Wal-Mart. I got to Wal-Mart and got us some snacks, well mostly me but I got the boys and promise what I knew they liked and went and picked out some toys and books for promise to keep her occupied. When I paid and got to the car I seen it was already 5:45 so I drove straight to cedric’s apartment. I got out and went in the elevator as I munched on some goldfish I was too tired to walk up the stair right now. When I got to cedric’s apartment I opened the door with the key I had and seen all the bags already sitting by the door and the boys in the living room playing modern warfare on their game and nick on the couch with promise laying on top of him with their eyes closed and a head phone in each of their ear. “I hope you aint listening to anything that curse lil boy” I said as I walked in and closed the door. “Naw we listening to promise iPod” nick said not bothering to open his eyes. I walked over and kissed each of their cheeks “hey baby mama what’s up” Tariq said coming over and kissing my stomach twice in different places. “Nothing y’all ready to go” I asked. “Yup” cedric said as he came over and picked me up and spun me around. When he put me down antwone came over and swept me up in a hug. “Hey lady p” he said into my neck. “Hey sweetie” I said as I ran my hand throw his hair. “Why you too out your hair I just did it” I asked. “Oh we had hit the beach up because they was a party so I had too it out and washed it can you please redo it” he asked. “Sure I’ll do it when we get on the plane” I said as I stepped back out of his harms and turned around and leaned on the ride of him. “Where you kidnapping us to anyways.” Cedric asked as he crossed his arms and tilted head to the side. “New York. We’re going to see Matthew because matt-matt’s birthday is in like 2 two days. Were taking Anthony’s jet that’s in Georgia and were going to see Grandma Essie while were up there. I really want to get away so I thought this was a great way to leave for a while” I said. Since all of Anthony’s stuff went to me his jet did too so this was a great to get to get away with. “Oh ok well let’s get out of here it’s going to take about 8 hours” cedric said. “yeah come on guys let’s get this stuff to the car” I have a black suburban so you couldn’t really say car but I’m glad I had it so it’s so much easier to get to places with my boys and my baby girl. I walked over to nick and leaned down and gave hope a kiss “hey baby girl” I said into her ear. Her eyes slowly fluttered open. And she smile when she seen me “hey mama” she said as she lazily raised her arms for me to pick her up. I smiled at her softly and picked her up and she buried her face into my neck. “Come on nick let’s get go” I said. “Ight but let me ask this real quick, are you leaving because of Jayden” he asked as he looked at me curiously. “Yes” I said softly and sighed and looked down. He came over and gave me a hug and just held me for a minute. “you see you aint like these other little bitches who just sit around and let they nigga act like they the shit and treat they women like they aint nothing I happy as hell that you aint like them other females” nick said and kissed my cheek. “Ewe do not put them lips on me they been on dirty females I don’t not want them on me” I said and pushed him a little playfully. “Haha so funny come on let’s get out of here I haven’t seen grandma in forever” he said as he threw his and on my shoulder and we walked out the living room. “I wonder what see gonna say when she see me bring in two new kids and me pregnant with twins” I said as I looked down and held hope tighter to me.
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