Don't you find it sad when they force you to be someone you're not? To feel something you don't?
Of course, being the stupid person that you are, you succumb to those people's whims--you put up a facade and they never bother to look beyond it. It feels sad to know you're not worth the effort.
You have to know that as much as you want to help everyone, as much as you want to please everyone, you're not Jesus Christ. And damnit, you should even try to fix yourself first