the one

what do i want?

I was still in the same place when Ryann walked up to me. "Hey I think maybe we should go in the other room Ariana."

Ariana- what's wrong with me? Why can't I just get over him? I think I should go home.

Ryann- no, don't go home. Ariana he is just a boy. Sure you guys dated and now you aren't together anymore but before that you were friends. Do you think you could be his friend again, just like before?

Ariana- No. Nothing can be like it was before. I still love him. I know I dated someone else after we broke up but I still loved him and thought about him everyday. I want him.

Ryann- Then talk to him, tell him how you feel. He talked about you everyday after you guys broke up. He misses you.

Ariana- I can't just go talk to him. I need time.

Ryann- Take all the time you need, okay? I will be here for you if you need it.

Ariana- Thank you.

When Ryann got up and left I sat there and thought about what I wanted to do. I was so lost in my thoughts, for what seemed like the one hundredth time tonight, I didn't notice that Jason had sat next to me. He didn't say anything and neither did I. Truth be told I didn't want to talk to him I just wanted to talk to Ricky. I really needed air.

Jason- Where are you going?

Ariana- just outside.

Jason- want me to join you?

Ariana- no, I just want to be alone.

I opened up the glass sliding doors to find him standing there with his back turned toward me. He was just so breathtaking I just wanted to admire him before I made my presence known. I closed the door and started to shake, I didn't know what to say to him.