the one

Ricky's side part 2

Ricky's p.o.v

I start dancing with Mabelynn, we were dancing to a sexual song so she was dancing sexual on me. She is always dancing like that anyway with everyone. She starts to grind her hips on me. I look over at Ariana and she was just watching us.

I instantly feel guilty about it, I don't know why I do because we aren't together or anything but she just looks so hurt. I tell Mabelynn "I'm going outside, I need fresh air." I take one last look at Ariana as Ryann starts to walk up to her. She still looks hurt and that makes me feel like shit. I walk away to get myself a drink and I go outside.

What is she doing to me? I love her so much and it kills me to know that I could have caused any kind of hurt to her by dancing with Mabelynn. I should have known she would walk in and see us. I should have never came to this party.

I look up and notice how beautiful the sky looks tonight. I just stand there and stare at the moon. Thinking about my moonlight. Just thinking of all the times we had together and how happy we were.

I can't think of her like that anymore she showed me that she can live without me, she doesn't need me. She was the one who broke up with me, she made my life miserable while she moved on to Mac Miller and looked absolutely fine without me for almost a year with him.

She started hanging out with him more saying she was just "writing music with him." Then she comes to me telling me she's breaking up with me because she thinks she loves him more than me. I never will forget that day, I was going to take her out to dinner and then come home and watch Harry Potter with her. She came home and I was so happy to see her. She walked into the kitchen and she was crying. She said "Ricky I can't do this with you anymore, I think I love Mac more than you." I grabbed my phone and jacket and walked out. I cried for 3 weeks after that and I barely ate. It still makes me upset thinking about it but I still love her.

I heard someone clear their throat. I didn't even know someone was out here. I turned around and she was standing there looking all beautiful and fragile. I can't do that. She broke my heart.

Ariana- hey

Ricky- hey

Ariana- how are you? How've you been?

Ricky- I'm fine. I've been fine. You?

Ariana- I'm okay now. I've been really busy.

Ricky- good

I know I sound so mean and heartless talking to her but I can't let her hurt me again. I won't let her do it again.

Ariana- well I guess I'll go inside now. Bye Ricky.

I took in a sharp breath. I just love to hear her say my name and it kind of made me want to cry hearing it again. I wanted to turn around and hug her and kiss her but I was frozen. I couldn't move, I couldn't say anything, I was frozen.

I heard the door close. She went inside and I hate myself for being that way with her, I just can't let her hurt me again. But you love her, don't you want to at least give her another chance? The voice in my head was saying. Maybe I could but I don't know if I could put myself through that again.

I go back inside to look for her and talk to her. I couldn't find her anywhere. I hope she didn't leave, I really want to talk to her.

Ricky- Ryann have you seen Ariana?

Ryann- yeah she just went into the bathroom. She practically ran in there. She looked like she was going to cry though.

Shit. I have to wait for her to talk to her. The only thing I have never wanted to do was make her cry and I have done it at least three times tonight.

I go and stand next to the bathroom door to wait for her. My heart broke into pieces when I heard her crying.  She was in there for awhile and I just listened to her cry. She opened up the bathroom door and I almost cried when I could see the hurt on her face. She looked at me confused wondering why I looked so hurt. I then became angry because Jason was walking up to her. He smiled and winked at me before talking to Ariana. I went into the bathroom because I couldn't watch her with him. I absolutely hate him.

I walked out of the bathroom and they were hugging. I laughed then walk away from them. I looked back and Ariana seemed to be confused. I walked over and filled my cup with something, that I'm not even sure of but it's alcohol so it doesn't matter.

Jason walked up to me and patted me on the back. He started to get a drink and laughed a little.

Jason- she sure is sexy, don't you think?

Ricky- who are you talking about?

Jason- you know who I'm talking about. Ariana. She sure is sexy and she's a little tease

I didn't say anything because if I did I know I would yell.

Jason- I bet she's real good in bed. Wouldn't you say the same? I bet I could get her to sleep with me, show her what a good time is.

All I could see was red when he said that. I yelled and I didn't care who heard it "don't you ever talk about her that way!" I don't really remember anything after that. I know that I punched him a lot and people were pulling me off of him. He looked up at me and I told him "don't you ever talk about or to her ever again!"
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I don't know if the next chapter will be Ricky's p.o.v. I might go back to Ariana's p.o.v.