the one

starbucks

I woke up and my head was pounding. I didn't know if I would be able to pick my head up off the pillow. I feel like crap. I let my eyes adjust to the light coming in my room before looking at the clock. It's already 11:00 am. I remember that Ricky was here last night and I instantly smiled.

I looked over to where he was sleeping and he wasn't there. His clothes were folded and placed on his pillow with a note.

Had to go, sorry
~Ricky

When I read the note my heart shattered. I really wanted him to be here with me today. Maybe he just doesn't like me the way I like him anymore. I need to get out of bed. I left Ricky's clothes where they were laying, I didn't want to move them because it made me feel like he was still here.

I put the card on the table. I picked up the pain killers and the glass of water that was sitting there and took them. Ricky must've put them there for me to take before he left. He's so sweet. I go in the bathroom and take a shower. I was in the shower for an hour just letting the warm water hit me. I decided I should get out so I washed my hair and my body and got out. I put my underwear and an oversized shirt on. Good enough, I'm not going anywhere.

I walk downstairs and see Frankie sitting on the couch. I totally forgot that he was with me last night. How could I do that? I hope he doesn't hate me for this.

Ariana- good morning Frankie.

He looked up at me and smiled.

Frankie- good morning my beautiful sister. How are you feeling?

Ariana- my head is killing me but I took some pills so they should kick in at any moment now. How are you?

Frankie- I'm fantastic. You're not mad that I left last night without you right?

Ariana- wait what? You left last night? I thought you would be mad at me because I left. Who did you leave with? I need all the details.

Frankie- yeah I left with some guy. He was super cute and we went to his house and well you know. I got a text last night from Brian and he told me what happened and that you went to the hospital. I thought you would be mad at me because I left you there but I came here this morning and I spoke to a certain someone that spent the night here.

Ariana- what did you guys talk about? And nothing happened I just wanted him here. We slept in the same bed but that was it. He did say "I miss you moonlight" when he thought I was sleeping.

Frankie- he just told me he had plans and that he had to go but he gave you pain meds and water. That was it though. I miss you guys together. If I heard him say that to me before I fell asleep I would have screamed!!

I laughed because I could picture him actually screaming and it scaring the shit out of the whole neighborhood.

Ariana- I know you would. I miss us together too but I don't think he wants to be with me anymore. I can't do anything about it though so it's whatever. I want some Starbucks. Do you want to go?

Frankie- are you kidding who wouldn't want to be with you, you're perfect. Yeah let's go, I'll drive.

Ariana- thanks Frankie. And let me put some shorts on first, I don't want anything to show.

Frankie- of course that would be all over the magazines. Nobody would let you live that one down.

Ariana- yeah that would be horrible. Okay let's go.

On the way there Frankie had to play every song from the album and he wasn't just singing he was screaming. I am so glad those pain meds kicked in because I would have been in hell. We are finally at Starbucks and I couldn't wait to get out of that car.

We walked in and I decided we should stay here so I told Frankie what I wanted and went and sat down at a table. Frankie started walking over with the drinks and I saw Ricky come in and he was with a girl. I had never seen her before but they were holding hands. So this is why he couldn't spend the day with me.

Frankie- here you go. What are you looking at?

He sat down and continued to stare at me until I answered.

Ariana- well I see what Ricky's plans were for the day

Frankie- so he's here? Why is this a problem

Ariana- would you just turn around and look, you would any other time. He's with a girl.

Frankie- sorry I didn't want to make it obvious this time. I'm trying to work on that. Oh wow and she is pretty

He turned back around and looked at me. I couldn't help but give him a dirty look.

Ariana- yes I know she's pretty. Thanks for that.

He started drinking his coffee getting on his phone mumbling something. Ricky got there drinks and started walking to a table. She was kissing his cheek and they were both laughing. Shattering my heart as they were found so. They chose to sit two table to the right of us. I hope he doesn't see me because I look like crap. The shirt I am wearing is old and I just put my hair in a ponytail. Crap I didn't wear any makeup either. Well it doesn't matter anyway, he doesn't even like you. Man I really hate that voice in my head.

I avoided looking at them but I could still hear them laughing. A fan came up to me and asked for a picture. Well now he's going to see me. I said yes and took a picture with her and signed a napkin for her. When I did that others wanted pictures to. Great I might as well scream "I'm Ariana Grande, look at me." I love my fans but I should have had this coffee at home. I had taken 22 photos with people and I told Frankie that we needed to go. I looked over and Ricky was staring at me. He started to get up but I just waved at him and walked out. The car ride back to my house was silent and I was glad. I wasn't in the mood.