the one

talk to him

What do I do? I don't know if I want to talk to him. I mean I do but now I'm just freaked out. I'm not going to say anything for now. I need time to think about all of this. I should ask Frankie.

Ariana- hey I need your help!!!!

Frankie- boys? Makeup? Outfit? Do I need to be there?

I was getting ready to say something back when he texted me again and I couldn't help but laugh. He was always like this.

Frankie- never mind I'm on my way. I'll be there in a few.

Ariana- lol geez Frankie calm down. See you in a few.

It wasn't long until I heard a knock on the door I started to go and open it but Frankie just let himself in.

Frankie- Ari I'm here! Where are you? What do you need?

Ariana- Frankie stop yelling I'm right here and if you would calm down I'll tell you. We go in the kitchen and sit down at the table.

I told Frankie about the party and the text while he just sits there and stares at me. "What should I do?" I hope he can give me the advise that I really need. I sigh and put my head on the table.

Frankie- well do you still like or love him?

I lifted my head up to look at him.

Ariana- what?! No! I mean I don't know, maybe.

Frankie- I think maybe you do and that's why you are afraid to answer the text. Look, why would he text you if he didn't still have feelings for you as well?

He's got a point there. It still doesn't make sense maybe he wants to talk so he can finally yell at me because he never got to when we broke up.

Ariana- what if he just wants to yell at me? I broke up with him in a really shitty way and he never did yell at me for it. Maybe he just wants to yell. It's not that it matters. I don't even like him anymore.

Frankie- Ariana you do still like him if not even love him. I know you well enough and I can tell when you have feelings. Your eyes lit up when you mentioned seeing him at the party and I could see the hurt in your eyes when you mentioned that he barely spoke to you. Just talk to him. You'll know how you feel when you talk to him. At least talk to him because you did break up with him and he was miserable.

Ariana- I guess you're right. I'll talk to him. I do still love him. I always have. But how do you know he was miserable.

Frankie- he would text me sometimes asking me how you were and he would tell me that he was miserable. I'm going to go now though I was in the middle of something. Bye bye kisses love you.

Ariana- thanks Frankie. Bye, kisses and I didn't tell you to come you decided that on your own. Love you!

I look down and see all the puppies staring at me. "What do you guys want? Let's go outside." They all ran to the door and started barking.

I sat outside watching the dogs playing. I was outside for an hour and I couldn't stop thinking about the text...about Ricky. I want to talk to him I'm just scared of what he'll say. I look at the text before texting back.

Ariana- yeah we can talk

I hit send and I hoped for the best.