Messy And Fucked Up (Sequel To Sex Doll) {2015 Watty Awards}

Chapter 15

"It's Jay." Nathan says before going pale.

"What does it say?"

"Taia's pregnant." He says.

"They don't know the father." He adds on as I stare at him not blinking, not talking.

"Did she fuck Jay?" I ask ask as Nathan shrugs.

"Hmm, I don't know. They were engaged... Hmm. Why is Jay saying they don't know who's baby it is?" Nathan says sarcastically with a rhetorical question slipped in.

"Well I'm sorry for asking." I get some clean underwear and clothes before going for a shower and slamming the door before locking it.

I strip out of my pyjamas and dirty underwear before checking the temperature of the water and getting in the shower.

I let the warm water soothe my tense muscles and close my eyes just enjoying my shower.

I wash my hair and my body before turning the shower off and stepping out as the cold air smashes against my skin.

I dry myself before slipping into my underwear.

I put some moisture on my face and my arms as I get really dry elbows.

I then put my tights on, denim mini skirt with a crop top and a cardigan.

I put my dirty washing in the basket before walking into my room and slipping my black dolly shoes on.

I look at Nathan he sighs.

I ignore him and go downstairs before putting some music on.

I dance in the living room before singing along and cleaning as I dance.

Then my favourite song comes on.

"Now I don't have to question, Where you were last night,

Cause I already know what you will say,

I already know you'll lie,

But I can't be mad at ya,

For there's something that you don't know,

When you're gone I do my own thing,

And I catch a bone while you're doggin' me

When you're out in the club,

Don't think I'm not,

Even when you're out making love,

Don't think I'm not,

When you're feeling good,

In somebody's spot,

Getting hot,

Don't stop,

'Cause I'm out getting mine

[repeat chorus]

When I tried to get your attention, You ignored me every time,

You were so caught up doin' your dirt that,

You didn't notice mine,

Couldn't put up with your schemin,

I couldn't put up with your lies They say two wrongs don't make a right but,

It's suiting me just fine

When you're out in the club,

Don't think I'm not,

Even when you're out making love,

Don't think I'm not,

When you're feeling good,

In somebody's spot,

Getting hot,

Don't stop,

'Cause I'm out getting mine

[repeat chorus]

Don't look so surprised to know that,

Sometimes women play the field, You may not believe it,

but it's real...

The game is so real

When you're out in the club,

Don't think I'm not,

Even when you're out making love,

Don't think I'm not,

When you're feeling good,

In somebody's spot,

Getting hot,

Don't stop,

'Cause I'm out getting mine."

I don't notice that Nathan wad watching me until I turn around and see him stood there smiling at me.

"Stop cleaning. I don't want you to be losing my... I mean, our baby now, do we?" He says as I just stare at him speechless.

I shake my head before sitting down and thinking about our life.

Sometimes its messy.

Other times, so fucked up.

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A/N: Im back with chapter 15. whoo. I can hear you all. cheering and clapping for me... No? Well that saddens me. :'(

I know you love me anyway.

enjoy - Sydnee <3's you all. - :) x