Insomniac (taekook)

Part 8

Jimin POV

I flop down next to him exhausted.

"Wow ... that was amazing." I breath.
It's true , it gets better every time we do it.

"You always say that Jimin." He giggles.

I giggle with him "yeah but I mean it every time I say it."

I look at him properly , his charcoal hair glued to his forehead for, exhaustion , a big contrast to his deathly pale skin.
His growing a bit more these days , I like it. When I first met him he was far , far to skinny , but I like to think I helped in some way.
Which now brings me to the moment were I ruin it all.

I swallow hard , trying to get rid of the lump in my throat.

"I love you Yoongi." I choke.
I already feel tears in my eyes , I know what's going to happen next , it gets harder every time. Every time a another tiny piece of me is chipped.

"I know you do Jimin."

There it is , same as always , at least he likes to stick to the routine.

"Jimin do you think you will ever tell him?"

I turn away so he won't see the tears that managed to escape.

"God you sound like my parents."

"But will you?"

"I don't know."

"That means no then."

I turn around angrily , not caring if he sees my tears.

"Ignorance is bliss , he's happy ok everything's just fucking perfect so why ruin it!"

"Jimin he's your only brother and he has a right to know what really happened and don't think I don't know he real reason you're angry right now!"

I scrunch up my face , god I hate this I hate this I HATE ARGUING.

"Ok you got me! Sometimes it would be nice if you said it back to me once and a while is that to much to ask?"

"Jimin I'm not going to say something that's not true."

His words feel like a hammer , banging its way through my skull. I know he's not really using me but I thought there was a little bit of love down in his heart , considering how devoted I am to him.

I get off the bed , grab my sweaty clothes and leave , not bothering to put them on.

"Jimin wai-"
I've slammed the door before he can finish.

I march along the corridor , but then stop.

I turn around and see if he'll come and get me.

I wait a good 3 minutes before I finally see a door open.

I'm about to race back , in to his arms , to my yoongi!

It's not yoongi.
It's his next door neighbour , I don't know his name.

He sees me and stares. I wonder why at first and then realise I'm stark naked.

"I'm sorry I didn't mean to stare!" He says as I give him my best scowl.

I sigh and turn away from him.

When I look behind again he's still following me.

"Leave me alone."

"What."

"I said stop following me."

He looks at me for a bit longer before speaking again.

"You're Jungkooks roommate aren't you?"

I stand there a bit stunned , I didn't know Jungkook knew him.

"Uuuhh yeah."

"And Yoongi's boyfriend?"

I look at the ground and sigh.

"I don't know."

"Well I don't care what you are just keep it down a bit would ya? These walls ain't soundproof."

He pushes past me and continues walking down the corridor.