Insomniac (taekook)

Part 12

Every dead body that is not exterminated ,gets up and kills , the people it kills get up and kill

Tae POV

"Help help HELP no please!" I scream. I'm dripping with sweat and thrashing around, the sheets strangling me , I can't get out I'm drowning I'm drowning
I can't
I can't
I can't
I can't breathe
"Somebody help me!"

Strong arms wrap around me, warm , safe , like a blanket , but not like the ones that trapped me , these ones are nice , they protect me.

"Shhh Tae baby it's ok I'm here I'm here." He soothes.
I cling to him like a baby and sob , I don't know what I'm crying for but I continue over and over and over.

"Tell me what's wrong baby , tell me what's the matter."
I sniffle in to his neck , knowing he'll be annoyed if I get snot on his shirt.

"I had the dream again , t-the one were you die." I hiccup.

"What happens?"

"I force you to go out and then and then ... and then you get stabbed and there's blood and it's all my fault an-"

"Shhh shush now , it's all in your head baby , say it , say it with me , it's all in your head , say it Taehyung."

"It's all in my head."

"Good boy , keep going and breath ,it's all in my head."

It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
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It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
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It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head
It's all in my head

"Taehyung WAKE UP!"

I jolt , where the fuck am I?

"Taehyung oh my god are you ok?"

I stare at the face , a familiar face , but not the one I want , not the one I'm used to.

"J-jungkook?"

"Hey I thought I was kookie?"

I giggled and stifle another sob , although I can't control the endless tears cascading down my face.

"Hey now what's up superTae?"

I hiccup and make grabby hands for the bear box of tissues near his bed , which I just pretend is for tears and not unmentionable things.

"Just a stupid dream."

"About Namjoon?"

"Yeah?"

"Did he die?"

"Not in this one , in this one he was hugging me and making sure I was alright and somehow ... it was even worse."

He takes my hand in his and begins to stroke it softly but not suggestively.

"I just want them to stop Kookie." I snuffle.

"Do you think there's anyway?"

"There is one , maybe."

He looks at my quizzically.

"I could ... I could find Namjoon's killer."

I brought all this
So you can survive
When law is lawless
Feelings
Sensations that you thought was dead
No squealing remember
That it's all in your head

- Gorillaz