Insomniac (taekook)

Part 16

Taehyung POV

"Taehyung." He says in a eerily calm voice.

"Taehyung." He repeats backing me up further in to the alley wall.

"Taehyung why am I here?" He asks gesturing to the alley in mock confusion. It's all I can do to shake my head at him whilst tears stream down my face.
"Taehyung why am I dead? Why was someone as smart and outgoing as me aloud to die while lazy assholes like you get to continue living?"
I merely whimper in response.

It's all in my head and I know it is ,
Namjoon would never say that.
But as I look up at his face ,the hurt and anger seems so real I can't look at it for much longer.

I only look back up when I notice drops of red liquid falling at my feet to where I am crouched in the corner of the alley.
I look up to see Namjoon's face covered in a blanket of blood. It's thick but I can still see his expression.
Sad
"Why did I have to die! I was gonna do so many things and I wanted to do them with you Tae! You idiot , moron , shit why are you so stupid!"

It's that point I'm crying so hard I cant breath anymore and my body decides to wake me up.
I take a long breath , before collapsing. I'm a complete sobbing mess , I'm so fucking tired , so , so fucking tired it's so fucking hard.

I glance to he other side of the room , but Hoesok must be out somewhere because it's 3:05 and I doubt he'll be coming back at this time.
"Why did u have to leave me!" I scream at the ceiling.
I wish I'd slept with Jungkook tonight.
Well... I could call him?
No he'd think I'm stupid and pathetic.
No he wouldn't , he's not like that.
But what if he's with that Cherry chick?
I'm willing to take the chance.
I reach for my phone and search for his contact.

He picks up after only a few rings.

"Tae are you ok? What's the matter?" He asks panicking.
I start sobbing again , trying to form sentences but failing miserably in my attempt.
"It's ok Tae I'm coming round right now just hang on."

It's less than two minutes before I hear a knock at my door.
Before I can even pull myself out of bed to answer it , the door slowly creeks open to reveal the panicked face of Jeon Jungkook.

"Tae oh my god are you ok?" He asks , rushing over and engulfing me in a hug.

"It's- sniff- all-sniff- my fault!" I sob.
I holds me close and stokes my hair therapeutically.
I finally calm down after a few minutes of cuddling and gentle kisses on the forehead from Jungkook.
We sit in calming silence for a while before I finally speak.
"I'm sorry I got mad at you."

"It's ok I guess I should have told you how scummy I am."

"I had a pretty good idea of your habits anyway." I giggle.

"What was the dream about this time?"

"We were in the alley and- he was asking me why he was dead and how much he wanted to do stuff and do stuff with me."

"In some cases he was lucky."

"What?"

"The last thing he ever saw was someone who he was deeply in love with."
His gaze drops from the bed to me. He looks right at me before continuing.
"The last thing he saw was someone as beautiful as you Taehyung.

I can't help myself.
I Lean forward.
And so does he.
I can feel his breath on my lips.
His hand grasps mine tightly.
And our lips touch.

"My mum and dad keep sending me pictures of their holiday in Brazil , I'm so jealous look!" I yell , shoving the phone in his face.

The pictures are of them by the couples pool drinking champagne and smiling. Some of them are of them kissing by the sunset like loves young dream.

"Ew how straight." He laughs handing the phone back.

I pop it back in my pocket and focus on how my shallow breaths appear in the cold night.
Namjoon takes hold of my hand and squeezes tightly.
"One day I will take you there Taehyung." He states.
I snort.
"Yeah maybe one day." I sigh "when we don't have student loans and studies-"

"Since when do you study?" He laughs.

"Good point."

"But I promise , one day we will , we'll go all over the place and I'll show you up with my amazing English skills." He says smirking.

"Promise?" I ask , actually becoming hopeful.

"I promise." He says smiling and kissing my hand lightly.
I lean against his shoulder and snuggle closer for warmth.

Nothing can ever ruin this

I just realised how this is essentially a Vmon fanfic as well as vkook
So yeah sorry about that