Insomniac (taekook)

Part 26

"Oh I see you're awake!" The nurse says bustling in with a tray of some kind.

"Sorry but.. wait what huh?" I ask sitting up a bit and immediately feeling my head spinning.

"Don't try and sit up yet you'll strain yourself." She says calmly , coming over and feeling my forehead.

Last night
Last night
Last night
Joon
Joon
JOON
NAMJOON

"Excuse me but can you tell me which room Kim Namjoon is in please?" I ask frantically.

Last night
The injury
That guy
Oh my god

Her face immediately darkens and she reaches her hand closer to mine.

"I'm so sorry." She says

What
Sorry for what
She hasn't done anything
What's happened

"Why is he ok? What's happened?" I ask.

She takes another deep breath.

"I'm sorry , but Kim Namjoon passed before the ambulance arrived yesterday."

In the deathly silence I can hear a shatter.

I look around
I don't think it was a glass
I think it was my heart

I try to ask something but my mouth won't open
It's like I'm stiff

Maybe
If I don't move
It will all be alright

Maybe
If I don't move
It will all be alright

Maybe
If I go back to sleep
I'll wake up in bed
With Namjoon
Us
Cuddling
Together
No one else
Our own little world

If I open my mouth I will throw up
I can feel it
I can feel it
I can feel it

The nurse must be able to see how I'm feeling as she immediately makes a grab for this weird cardboard bucket that I end up pouring the contents of my stomach in to.

The roaring in my ears almost blocks out the screaming in my mind.

"But , he can't be dead." I try.

People don't die
Not really
Not the people you know
All those people dying of cancer
Or terrorist attacks
Mass shootings
You feel sorry
But not really
In reality
You're just glad
That those people
Aren't you

"Did they catch the guy who did it then?" I croak.
Like a little frog
Namjoon liked frogs
I liked bees
He liked frogs

She sighs again

"Any kind of security camera in the area was either dismantled or destroyed before the police arrived on the premises."

"What all of them?" I ask incredulously.

She nods her head solemnly.

"I think ..... I think I'd like to be alone now."

I say quietly.

She nods and heads out , silently closing the door behind her.

Go to sleep Taehyung
Go to sleep
Go to sleep

And when you wake up

Everything will be back to normal

The laughter stopped once we heard the familiar ding of Hoseok's phone.

"Errr I'm gonna have to go guys I have an important assignmen-I mean meetin- I mean umm."

"Yeah yeah go off and meet your toyboy." I say , grinning cheekily and watching him grab his jacket and nip out the room.

Jungkook flopped down on the bed with a load , unnecessary groan.
"Ahhhhhhh everyone's getting laid but me!" He wails pathetically.

I laugh and flop next to him.

"Not everyone." I remind him.

He turns to me and grins.

"I'm pretty sure there isn't a soul on this campus that would turn down you." He says flicking my nose.

He gets closer and closer , I can't feel his breath caressing my lips. It smells like cider.
It matches mine.

"Jungkook?"

"Yeah?"
I see him scoot even nearer , obviously getting excited.

"ACHOO!"
He lays there stunned , too disgusted to move incase my flecks of spit somehow worm they're way further in to his precious face.

"Oh my god Taehyung that's disgusting!" He screams. Although I barley hear him I'm too busy laughing.

He rushes to the bathroom and I hear the sound of a tap flowing.

"If I wasn't so determined to date you you'd be unconscious right now!"

Oh yeah
U ain't gotten rid of me that easy yet guys
I         Is         Sorry :)