The Unexpected

Wake up

Maya's POV

Finding out about Finn was hard on me. He was fine, then, all the sudden he's in a comma.

Flashback
Finn and I were laughing together in my hospital room, "Hey, when we get out of here, why don't we go on another date?" Finn asked me.

"Ok, but on one condition."

"What?" He questioned.

"For our next date, can we just have a movie night at your house?" I wondered, we both started laughing again.

"Hey, I'm really sorry about what happened. If I could've stopped you from flying through the window..." I interrupted him.

"It's not your fault! In fact it should be mine since it was my idea to go our that night!" I yelled.
End flashback

Every time I think back to that night, I blame myself. I wanted to see the movie, I didn't care about the weather, I caused the accident! Nobody gets it, I put Finn in that comma!

I was currently laying in bed, staring off into nothingness like I do most nights. Riley comes every single day! Farkle usually comes with her, but most of the time he's caught up in looking at colleges already. And Lucas, well, he comes for what seems like every four hours. Then when he's not with me, he's either trying to call or text me.

Most nights I just want to be alone. Nobody knows this, but I have PTSD from the crash. I mean, if you were in a life threatening incident, you wouldn't be the same!

I sometimes wake up at night dreaming about the crash, it happening over and over again. My mom comes in my room to calm me down and to make me stop screaming most of the time.

But because of this, I haven't gotten much sleep. I never eat, never sleep, never talk, never anything anymore. What's the point? Finn isn't going to wake up and that's on me.

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Lucas's POV

Most nights I stay up thinking about Maya. Sometimes I worry she may go over the edge and try something.

I try and visit her as much I can, yet she never wants to see anyone! Ever since the accident, she hasn't been the same tough girl I know and love. She's weak, helpless, and undetermined.

She thinks this is all her fault. That she caused Finn to be the way he is currently.

Everyone tries to change her point of view, but it's like trying it break down a brick wall with a toothbrush. And when you think your close enough to break one little fragment of a brick, she takes it and gets a whole new, more durable one.

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Finn's pov

I can hear everything, yet my body doesn't seem to want to listen. I've been like this for what seems like forever. I want to, no, I need to see Maya!

I could tell something changed her, even before I was like this. Every time she would visit, if we brought up the crash, the sparkle in her ocean blue eyes with quickly turn into a storm. She's not the same, and I'm not the only one who knows.

After school one day Lucas stopped by, he said, "You may not be able to hear me, but if you can, please wake up! I'm begging you! Maya may not stand to see you like this anymore. Wake up for her. I love her, but right now it's not me she wants," He paused, "She wants you."

Those words, those words made my determination to wake up and move that much stronger. But the only problem is, I can't do any of that. No matter how much my heart does, my brain won't agree and it will keep me here.