Say you Love me (S. Gecko)

The Aftermath

   It was tough trying to move on from what happened at the Titty Twister. I didn't really see anything the same knowing what I know. Seth, Kate, and I come out of hiding once in a while to do jobs. Well Seth does them he makes Kate and I stay in the car which sucks we can help. As for me and Seth I don't know what we are, like we kiss and sleep together, I don't want to push the subject by asking. I know he is still trying to get over loosing Richie to Santanico. Kate and I slowly get over losing our Dad and Scott everyday, it's hard but we get through it together. We stayed in Mexico, we are at a little motel sharing a room. It's been nice, being with Seth, being able to hold him, but it feels like he's pulling away from me. Well thats all for today journal....

                                             -Melanie F.

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     "Mel are you hungry." "No I'm ok Kate thank you though." "Okay I'm going to go eat." "Okay but be careful and don-" "Don't get caught I know." We laugh as she leaves the room to go eat and I get up to head to the bathroom. I open the door and walk in. "Seth you almost done in the shower." "Yea, you know you could always join me Blue." I think about his offer, should I or should I just wait. Screw it, why not. I take off all my clothes and get in with him, he has his eyes close so he doesn't know I'm here. I start kissing his neck to let him know I'm here and his eyes snapped open and he smirked down at me. "Welcome to the dark side Blue." "I think I've always been on the dark side deep deep down, you just bring it out of me." "Is that an insult or a compliment." "I don't know yet." "Well when you know let me know." "Hmmmm maybe." "You little." He grabs my sides and picks me up and I wrap my legs around his waist. "AH hahahaha." We smile at each other and put our foreheads together. "You make me crazy Blue." "And you drive me insane Gecko." He looks at me with a weird look, like I amaze him or something. Why does he put up with me, I'm no one important. He amazes me not the other way around. He kisses me and I kiss him back. "I love you Blue these past few weeks helped me realize it." "I love you too Gecko." We go back to kissing each other and I couldn't be happier. " I want you Seth." "Are you sure?" "I've never been more certain." After staring at each other for a few minutes, Seth gives me what I want, Him .

     We finished in the shower, got dressed, and laid on the bed together. I have to ask him what we are, I have to know. "Seth what are we?" "We are whatever you want us to be." "Like together, officially." "If that's what you want Blue then that's what we can be." "It is what I want I want you to be mine and only mine." "And I want you to be mine and only mine too." "Maybe mine and only mine can be our always." "Really Blue." We laugh together and just enjoy each others company. We fall asleep in each others arms and it was amazing. Kate finally comes back with food for everyone. "Hey I'm back and I brought you guys some food because I knew you would start getting hungry soon." Seth and I wake up and go to the food. "Thanks Kate you're amazing." "I know I am." We start play bickering back and forth while Seth just watches us with a smile on his face. We both look at him and put our hands on our hips. " And what is so funny Mr. Gecko." "You two bickering, I find it hilarious." "Well I'm glad my sister and I could make you day filled with laughter and happiness." I smile at him sarcastically.  We all just sit and relax, the food was good, foods always good. "It's getting late I'm going to head to bed." "Alright Kate goodnight." "Good night Mel. Good Night Seth." Kate goes to lay down for the night as Seth and I watch tv. "We should go to bed to Blue." "Your right, will you take me there." "Sure Blue." He picks me up and takes me to our bed. "This is nice." "What staying in a hotel room. "No being with you." Hearing those words come from his mouth make me blush. I try to hide my face in the pillow. "Don't hide your face from me." He grabs my face and makes me face him. "Why are you squishing my cheeks." "Because I can." "Whatever." I roll over so my back is to him and he wraps his arm around me. I hope we can live like this forever. Just a dysfunctional, poor excuse of a family. Seth and I together for as long as he wants me or as long as we want this to last. We never have to deal with another Culebra again or even see Santanico again.

        Oh how I was wrong.... I was so wrong.......Seth and I wouldn't be happy forever.....I would see Santanico and Richie again..... I would have to deal with another Culebra and so would Ranger Gonzales. Nothing ever works out the way you want it too. Why would it. It wouldn't be life if it was fair and easy now would it. Welp that story is going to have to wait for another time. For now I'm going to talk about when the times were happy and Culebra free.

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  Ok so I might not get this book up to 20 parts I might just do a couple more chapter on their life together and Seth starting to do drugs. So I hope that is okay with everyone. I hope you have enjoyed they story so far.