Say you Love me (S. Gecko)

Damaged...

Okay so the song at the top or to the side is the song that inspired me to write this book I picked a specific spot in this chapter to play this song. It might now fit the situation but to me it feels like she is realizing her love for Seth. Sorry if it doesn't fit for you guys......   

     We keep running into deep ends, it's like we are running back in forth everything looks the same. It seems like Tanner is losing his mind, he sounds like a crazy man. I hope Scott is okay, I want to find him, but where do I even start. I just hope he's alive and safe, I don't know what I would do if I lost another family member. We open this door and see stairs, we get to the top and open the door. "Richie?" How is he walking he was shot, I thought he was dead. We can't leave we still have to find Scott, Seth goes to get Richie but Tanner stays with us. I don't know how I feel about that, he scares me. We continue walking down the tunnels, Kate finally figured out what really happened that night I guess. "Sssshh be quiet I hear something." A sword comes out of the corner and tanner blocks it. Why can't we get rid of this fucking Ranger!?!?!

The ranger just told us my brother is one of them, he's a Culebra. "You saw him??" "He tried to bite me." Scott.....No.. Dad pulls Kate and I into a hug, we both start crying. "We wanna see for ourselves." "If you stay done here you'll get lost forever or worse, I'm telling you what I saw, he's gone." "Thanks for your concern ranger, but I'm gonna find my brother." We walk away from the ranger to continue our search. We somehow end up back in the room with the alter, these dark tunnels scare me, who knows what can come out of the ceiling or holes in the wall. A Channan comes out of nowhere and tackles Kate and I, Kate starts screaming. "Girls!?!" We keep trying to back up away from this thing. Why can't things go right and easy. I can't see anything, Kate grabs my hand. "Mel is that you." "Yea it's me Kate, I'm right here, it's okay." "Is dad in here?" "I don't think so." We start to walk feeling around so we don't trip. Every noise I hear freaks me out who knows what is in this room with us. "AAH" "It's okay you're safe, I got you two." "Tanner?" "Yea it's me." He still creeps me out and I think he is up to something. "Where's our dad?" "We'll find him." Tanner thinks we should stay in the room just in case My dad and the ranger will come back. Tanner is really obsessed with this stuff, it's really starting to creep me out. He starts talking about sacrifices and I think he might try one, sacrifice me or Kate. "Kate.....RUN!!" Tanner turns and knocks out Kate before she could run. "KATE!" "She's okay, she's just going to take a nap, while me and you take care of something." He grabs me and drags me to the alter. "NO......PLEASE!!" He pins me to the alter and ties me to it. "Please.. I'll do anything.." "You ready to fulfill your destiny, huh?" "You know what.... FUCK YOUUU!" He stuffs a cloth in my mouth. "MMmmmMMMM." Fuck you Tanner...Fuck you....  I wish Seth stayed with us, I wish he was here to save me. Why am I thinking about Seth when I might die right now. Screw it.... I want Seth with me right now...............

Tanner starts talking in another language then takes out a weird looking knife. Why is he so good at tying ropes. No matter what situation he's in, he is still a pervert. I think the rope is finally loosening, I got a hand free!! I slap tanner before he could do anything else. "Ahah you little-" "AAAHHH" The ranger comes out of no where with his sword. Him and Tanner start fighting with swords. I see the ranger fall to the ground and Tanner about to kill him. So I grab a stake and stab him in the back while the ranger stabs Tanner through the stomach. HA take that Tanner. I run over to Kate, who is barely starting to come to. "Where's our dad is he okay?" "Yea follow me." We follow the ranger to our dad I hope he's ok. We finally find our dad. I can't believe Scott's blaming our dad for killing our mother. "Scott that's not true, he didn't kill mom." "He suffered alone for us Scott." His arms bleeding, did Scott bite him? No..... "Scott what did you do?" "Dad you okay?" " We need to keep moving." Scott starts protesting about how being Culebras. "What Scott you gonna turn all of us into monsters?" "You gonna turn me into a monster?" Kate starts screaming at Scott.(Start listening to the song on the side or the top.) "Kate don't!" "Kate stop!""Wait I get it, I get it." "Scott wait." "You guys deserve each other." "You three need each other." "Dad what about you?" "Your brothers right you can't go back to Bethel." "You two know how this has to end." "No way, we're going to keep moving." We go back to walking along the tunnels, with Gonzales helping our dad. I can't believe this is happening to us. "What are we doing we can't stop." " I'm going to test both of you girls faiths, possibly destroy it." "Dad no, we have to keep moving come on." "Ranger help us, please." "DAD GET UP. No get up, please." No he can't die, please no. "I won't kill you dad, please don't make us do it." "I can not abide killing another human." "NOW YOU'RE JUST BEING SELFISH!" "You just want to go to heaven just so you can be with momma." I say trying not to cry. "Haha I'm not so sure she's gonna be there, your momma tried to kill herself in the eyes of the lord thats a sin." "Dad please don't make us do this, please don't go." He hands Kate and I a stake. "You two can do it." "No dad we can't loose you." " You two will be alright don't hate Scott." I grab the stake from Kate. " I got it Kate close your eyes." "Mel no, you can't do this on your own." "Close your eyes and block your ears." She does what I say, I don't think she can handle something like this. "I love you Dad." "I love both of you girls so much." "I'm sorry." I push the stake through his chest into his heart. "Oh my god.." I run my hand through my hair as I finally let the tears I've been holding in fall. I hug Kate to try and keep her from seeing it. She sobs into my arms. "It's okay Kate, I got you...I got you."

Kate and I are waiting outside for Ranger Gonzales to get the keys from Seth. I stare at the floor with tears falling down my face. This place has done nothing but damage me and my family. "It worked you two are free." "What about Richie and Seth are into they will never be free of." Amen to that..."You two think you'll be able to get back on your own." "We have no idea what we are going to do so where ever the road takes us." "Take care you two." We both hug him "You take care of your little girl Ranger." He starts his bike and he takes off out of this hell hole. I hope he never has to see any of this again. "So where are we going Mel." "I don't know Kate where do you want to go.

" "Well-" she's cut off by the ground shaking. "What the hell its happening?" We step out of the RV to hear noises coming from the Titty Twister. "Whats happening Mel." "I don't know Kate, I don't know." We screeching coming from the bar and we both look at each other. Kate and I just stand there and think about what to do when the door slams open and Seth walks out. There's our plan. We both walk up to Seth and the car, he looks up and sees us. "You want some company?" He doesn't say anything for a while and just looks at us. (This next part doesn't happen in the series, but for the sake of my book I want this to be in it.) "Seth please, we have no where else to go and we don't have a plan. We need you....I-i-I need you Seth. So please let us come with you, we won't cause any trouble. We don't want to be alone knowing what we now know. So please, let us go with you." Seth looks at me after what I just said."Yeah you can come, just not in that thing." He points back at the RV. "Hell no." We notice the sports car has only 2 seats and there's 3 of us. 'Kate get in the passenger seat." "What about-" "Don't worry about me." I walk around the car to Seth's side of the car and open his door. "Blue what are yo-" I sit on his lap in a comfortable position so he can drive and be comfortable. "Get us out of here Seth." "No objections to that Blue." I grab his face in both my hands and kissed his lips. He doesn't hesitate to kiss back. I pull away first. "Damn Blue what has gotten into you." "I don't know but I sorta like it." "Me to Blue, Me too." He puts the car in drive and drives out of this place. I look at Kate and we smile at each other. I then look at Seth and see him smiling. I don't know where we're going or how long it will take us to get there. Or how damaged we all are on the inside. All that I need is my sister and Seth, they make me feel fixed in this damaged world. "Seth." "Yea?" "I think I might love you." "I think I might love you too, Blue." All I need from Seth is for him to Say You Love Me...