Same Stars

"I think the glasses are better." he says placing the contact lens I just gave him. It doesn't look that bad, he just needs to get use to it, after all this was his silly plan to get Kim to like him.

With a smirk I asked him "I thought you were willing to change, Styles?".

"I am, it just feels weird."

"Are you sure about this? It's either your life changes into a whole paradise or it just might turn to hell" I remind him sincerely. What if he just ends up being bullied a lot worse than before, we don't know the instances.

"It's worth the risk." he smiles and looks at his reflection "For her."

This is probably the shitty part of my story, lucky her, she gets the good things. Every part may play a supportive smile but deep inside every ounce of hope crumbles, hope for me to be with this heck of a guy who doesn't seem to notice my existence. If she would not be around both of us would've been happy, I'm not a jealous best friend. I'm just a patient girl, hoping we are under the same stars.

I hate loving him.

I'd love to hate him.

But the ugly truth is that I can't give up on loving him...

I just can't.