Leave me alone (a cameron dallas imagine)

Chapter 13

(Y/N) POV

We left the hotel and went to a restaurant. I didn't talk to Cameron since I was kind of scared and I just didn't want to talk. We reached the hotel and say down. Carter and Matt were staring at me the whole time. It was awkward. We ordered and we all sat quietly. Nash and cam were the only ones talking. Then I saw Taylor talking to Shawn and jack and jack. Mahogany was talking to jacob and I was sitting looking at my phone. I really don't want the guys to find out about sam. We quickly ate our food and I decided to ask Cameron something.

"Cameron ummm I was wondering if we could talk after dinner?" I asked. "Sure."he said giving me a hug. I could tell he knew I was nervous. We left the restaurant and went back to the hotel. We were in the lobby and we were about to go up stairs when I heard Taylor say sam as he walked by me. What he knew too. Now I am an official slut. Why did carter have to tell Taylor and probably all the guys know now. I didn't even look at the guys and just went ahead of everyone and ran to me room. No one really noticed so I just went inside and locked the door. I fell face first onto my bed and started to cry.

I couldn't handle it! I was so stupid for letting sam kiss me and for lieing to cam. I don't deserve cam! I should just leave. I knew I would have to tell Cameron because if I didn't ?hey guys would. I was on my bed crying when I heard a knock but this knock was from the door which connected my room with mahogany's. We both got separate rooms because I don't actually know. Whatever! So I didn't reply and I heard someone open the door. Shit I forgot to lock that door! I didn't move my head. My face was buried in my pillow and I was laying down flat.

"Hey, umm (y/n). I heard about the sam thing....." I heard a girl say. I turned my head to see mahogany. "You found out too! Well here I am the slut," I said trying to cry. "You are not a slut. I see that you just wanted to talk to the guy and he kissed you. I just wanted to talk to you and help you." She said. "Thanks for caring mahogany. I really don't know what to do," I said getting up. "All you can do now is talk to Cameron. Just see his reaction. Maybe he will be angry or maybe he will be sad but just remember he loves you. Try to talk to him. I know that you just wanted to hang out with sam." Mahogany said. "Thank you mahogany. I really just wanted to hang out with sam because he seemed nice. I left in the middle of magcon because I wasn't really doing anything. I was backstage watching. So I decided I would go with him to lunch and not waste my dinner with him. I could spend my free time and cams free time with cam. I know this doesn't make any sense," I said. "It's makes sense and I know Cameron won't be angry." Mahogany said while giving me a hug. "Thank you," I said. "It's okay. I'm going to leave and you can get ready to talk to Cameron." "Thanks." She left the room and I just sat down and thought.

I was thinking about how I would tell Cameron and how he would react. Mahogany was telling me he wouldn't be angry so that kind of helped me out. I finally built up the courage and texted cam.

Me: so um cam.... Can we talk right now?

Cam❤️❤️😍😍: yeah babe, I'm coming.

My heart started beating faster and faster. I heard a knock on the door. Shit I forgot to unlock it. I opened it and cam engulfed me in a hug. "Babe are you okay?" Cameron asks. "Yeah I just need to talk to you," I said. We both dat down on the bed and he held my hands.

"Okay whenever your ready," Cameron says making eye contact. "Umm I don't know how I should say this but I'm going to come out and tell you everything," I said while taking a deep breath. "Okay soo, today I wasn't sick. I lied to you. I'm sorry. I was umm with sam. :/ yeah. So I went to lunch with him and then he dropped me off at my room. I walked inside and he sat down beside me. We were talking till he had to leave. Um so I was talking nd he kissed me. I pulled away and turned my head and saw carter. He was shocked and he was angry. Sam left and carter said he would tell you. I begged him not to because I would tell you. He told Matt and Matt told Taylor and then everyone found out. When we had dinner.... I'm so sorry and I don't deserve you. I really don't," I said while crying.

"Oh wow! First of all I'm angry that you lied to me and went out with some guy. If you wanted to you could have told me. Ummm I'm just really angry and pissed off. I think we should just take a break and see how it goes...." Cameron said putting his head down. "Oh okay," I replied. "Let's just take a break... actually let's just forget about us." Cameron said while storming out of the room.

My heart shattered into a million pieces, but I deserved it. The pain I put him through and that I lied to him. I shouldn't even exist. I should just forget about everything. I cried and cried and cried. I cried myself to sleep. How could I be so stupid.

My alarm went off and I quickly got up. I sat up and my head was pounding. I felt like puking. It was 8:30 and I was scared to see anyone except mahogany. She is the only one who is caring for me right now. I got up and went to the bathroom. Oh my god mascara was dripping down my face. I cleaned up my face and took a shower. I didn't even care about my hair. I just brushed my hair and put a beanie on. I changed and wore no make up. I went to my bed and it was 9:00. I sat down and texted mahogany.

Me: hi

She didn't reply and before I knew it she burst into my room. She gave me a big hug and sat down. "Oh my god! Cameron how could he do that! Are you okay?" Mahogany asked. "I'm not okay. I did deserve it tho. He really deserves better. I just want to forget about life and just leave!" I said. "Please stop! You are perfect and Cameron needs you. It's just a small bump in your relationship. He will come back. Just stay strong!" Mahogany said while engulfing me in a big hug. "Thank you for being here for me. Thank you for caring about me. Thank you for everything!" I replied. "It's okay! Hey um are you going to magcon?" Mahogany said. "Umm no one really wants me there." I said. "You have so many fans that are waiting to see you!" Mahogany said. "Oh," I replied. "PLEASEEE! Please come!" Mahogany said. "Okay," I said getting up. "Okay get ready and I'll get ready to." "Okay." I replied.

I went to the bathroom and fixed my hair and changed into something presentable. I wore alittle makeup and left the bathroom. I went to mahogany's room and waited for her to get ready. She got ready and we left. I didn't even look at Cameron. He seemed happy tho. He was laughing and jumping around. All the guys except jack g were giving me death stares. We reached magcon and I sat down back stage. All the guys walked past me and I just sat down. Seriously it's killing me inside that everyone hates me and I didn't have Cameron anymore. My name was called at the end and I ran outside. Girls were screaming and yelling. I went onto the stage and went beside mahogany. I feel like a tag along. I feel like an idiot. Everyone started dancing and I helped mahogany choose a song. It was jack and jack's turn to perform so I went backstage. Everyone performed and I stayed backstage till the meet and greets. I was still beside Cameron's booth. I talked to a lot of girls and took so many pictures. Cameron kissed every girl on the cheek who came to him. He would glance over at me and I just looked away. Magcon was over and we went upstairs.