Jacksepticeye Imagines

Killing Urges

>Writing Prompt #13<

Jack's POV

I locked all the doors, shut all the windows. I have to lock myself in, so I don't the urge to hurt anyone.. Especially Y/N. I can't tell her what's wrong with me, she wouldn't understand. Anti keeps trying to take control. He wants to kill everyone, especially Y/N and make me watch her suffer. I've been keeping away from her, when I'm around her, Anti wants to take control the most around her. She's my weakness, I have to stay away from her.

I feel like I'm losing my sanity every day. I get hallucinations a lot, thinking I'm hurting her, but I'm not. Sometimes I can't tell what's real or not. In dreams you have extra fingers, every time I start having a panic attack I count my fingers.

I heard someone at my door. I ignored it, I have to keep myself away from people for their own safety. "Sean! Open the door please!" It was Y/N. I couldn't. I heard the front door open and shut. "Fuck, spare key." I whisper. I lock my bedroom door, staying quiet as possible. My head started twitching along with my fingers. Anti is trying to take control. I groaned, it's a painful thing to keep a demon from taking control. Anti started laughing, which Y/N probably heard. "Come on, Sean, open up. I need to see that you're alright.."
I groan and moan in pain, "Y/N go away! It's not safe!" The doorknob started to turn. I screamed in frustration. Y/N started banging on the door, the door got knocked down. There she was, she ran up to me. She touched my shoulder, Anti was halfway of having full control of me.

She grabbed my chin, made me look at her, she gasped. "Sean... Your eyes are black.." She whispered. I couldn't fight back anymore, Anti took control. He cackled, Y/N looked confused, Anti grabbed her wrist, "Ow. Sean, you're hurting my wrist!" She whimpered. "I'm not Sean, dearie." She gasped, trying to pry her wrist away. "Oh I'm gonna hurt her far worse than you can imagine." She started to run away, Anti grabbed her waist and dragged her downstairs. She screamed bloody murder. I couldn't just stand and watch her torture happen in front of me. I started to fight back, "Sean you really think you can defeat me?" "I'm not gonna let you hurt my girlfriend."

Anti dropped Y/N, she ran to the kitchen for a knife I assume. I seem to get enough strength to stop him. I landed on the floor, on my knees panting. I slowly walked upstairs. Y/N was in the kitchen looking for a big knife, I threw them out not being able to trust myself.

"Y/N i-" I fell down. Y/N gasped, "S-Sean? Are you o-okay?" I felt so weak, I shook my head. "Anti is exhausting to fight back. It takes away my energy." She laid my head on her lap, "so that wasn't you trying to kill me, that was Anti?" I nodded. "I can't keep this up anymore.." I looked at her,
"If you think I'm gonna leave after this. I'm not. I'm not going to leave you. You're never going to have to suffer by yourself again, I promise. We'll get through this."

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Hope you liked this :) I sorta like it eh