Eternal beauty

Chapter 13

I hated this feeling in my gut.

It was the feeling of pure disappointment.

I was disappointed in myself, not only could I not control myself, but I broke so easily.

After just one episode I had crumbled.

I felt useless.

What's the point of all of this if I can't even control myself.

I had let the fear take over and I broke down crying...why?

I don't even know.

All I know is that I wasn't made to cry or feel depressed.

I was made to concur and rise to the top, to be all that I was made to be, instead of feeling useless.

I was tired of it too.

I didn't want to be useless anymore.

I wouldn't be useless.

Not now, not ever.

Im done with hoping that all of this will fall in place.

Im done waiting for it to all make sense.

I'm going to make it fall in place.

I'm going to make sense of it.

No more disappointment..

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I woke up next to a sleeping clay.

He was truly gorgeous.

I tried to squirm out of his grip, but it seemed to be harder than I thought it would be.

I mentally called for Alex and told him that we would train today.

No more bullshit.

After he confirmed with me where I should go, I attempted to wiggled out from underneath clay again.

This time I managed to succeed, slipping quietly out of his grasp, I made my way to my closet and slipped on my black air fit tights and a black thin jacket to match.

I zipped up the jacket over my black sports bra, until it reached around the start of it.

The jacket fell on me like a second skin, but I was okay with that.

I grabbed my combat boots and pulled my thick hair into a ponytail.

I scribbled down a note for clay and left it on the bedside.

I retreated from my house and ran to the woods.

I sprinted off with my destination in mind.

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JAKES POV

I held my mate close to me as I watched her sleep.

Last night was a beautiful night, until it was ruined by that bitch Jennifer..

I swear I would have snapped her neck off for touching my mate, but it seemed I wasn't the only one.

The more I thought about Amara, the more she fascinated me.

When Jennifer had hit Katy last night, Amara went ballistic.

It was like something just clicked inside of her and she went crazy.

I could sense the power radiating off of her, I always had, but this time...it was different..inhuman..

I had never witnessed anyone with that kind of strength, not even the most powerful alpha in the states.

But what had really caught me off guard was when she spoke.

She had even me on my knees with every word she said.

Not even my own alpha possessed that much power over me, and hell she's only a human girl..

But I was starting to think that wasn't true.

I was dragged out of my thoughts when my mate shifted under me.

She tousled a bit before settling down and dosing off.

I traced my finger lightly over her many freckles, until I reached her collar bone.

She was really something..

And above all the drama of last night, it still made number one in my list.

The night my mate and I became one.

She let me in, physically, emotionally, even mentally.

She accepted me for what I was, and understood her place in my life.

And I was very grateful.

My little mate had me wrapped around her finger, and I was perfectly okay with it.

She opened her pretty brown eyes and peeked up at me with a warm smile.

I looked down at her and smiled back, hugging her tightly.

" Jake? "

" Yes angel? " I replied softly.

" Do you think Amara's okay?"

I could hear the concern in her sweet voice.

" I'm sure she's fine, but if you want we can go check on her. "

" No that's okay, I'll do it, I just think it will be better if I go alone, I know her and she won't tell me what's going on unless she feels comfortable, and no offense babe but I don't think your presence will comfort her. "

I laughed at her and just nodded my head.

She hopped out of my embrace and I growled at the loss of contact.

She laughed and pulled me up with her, smashing her cute lips on mine.

I attempted to deepen it but she pulled away and laughed at me.

" Ill call you, bye " and she skidded off.

" You better! " I yelled after her.

I heard her faint laugh as she left my room and then the house.

I watched her get in her car and drive off to Amara.

I knew that my mate was a good person and of course Amara's bestfriend, but something told me that she was in danger.

I hoped that wasn't true.

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Okayy, bit of a short one but..

Oh el💁

I thought I should put in jakes pov just cause, he's starting to figure it out oooh, let me know what yah think..

Well byeee👋

~shelby