No Fun | BBS

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  I got only like 5 hours of sleep and I'm not that tired. ;-; should I go back to sleep? Btw you went to Delirious's house because it was closer.

   I didn't feel like going back to my house, even though I didn't really have a choice. Delirious insisted on letting me stay at his house for the night even if it were like 4 am.
  Evan currently was passed out in the back seat. I felt my blood boil inside me as my mind replied the scene I saw him and that girl do. He kissed that girl without hesitation.
  I grinned moments after thinking about that, though, because Delirious kissed me right after. If Evan found out he'd probably flip out.
  But the kiss just made everything even more confusing. Now Evan AND Delirious have both kissed me, they both feel the same. Unless Evan was lying. I'm so afraid of hurting their feelings. A few of them turned into my friend but a few still acted like bullies.
  But in general, I'm not sure what to feel.
  I shake my head, trying to clear my head. We stopped at Evan's house to put him back in his bed, and then continued to Delirious's house.
  "[Y/N]?" Delirious asked, breaking the deafening silence.
  "Yes?" I asked, not taking my eyes off the road.
  "What did you think?" He asked. I furrowed my eyebrows in confusion.
  "What did I think about what?"
  "The kiss."
  "Oh. It was amazing...", I grinned, and in response I heard him kind of let out a sigh of relief.
  "Glad to hear."
  He pulled into his driveway, and helped me get out of the car. He led me through the house to his bedroom, which was surprisingly normal.
  I honestly didn't care that I was in jeans so I immediately laid on his bed, claiming it.
  "Ey! No get off my bed!" I heard Delirious chuckle. I sprawled out on the bed more.
  "Fine. You caused this, though." Delirious chuckled, and I furrowed my eyebrows. Only when I felt a crushing weight on my stomach did I feel regret.
  He lay on top of me, not caring that I practically couldn't breathe.
  "D-Delirious! I can't breathe!!" I squeaked, trying to talk. He chuckled and rolled off of me, and I turned to lay on my side.
  "You killed me." I groaned, pretending to die. He just huffed in reply, and lay next to me.
  I close my eyes and fell asleep.

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  The sunshine filtered through his window. My [E/C] eyes fluttered open, small bags under my eyes. Delirious lay next to me still. I began to move around, stopping dead in my tracks when I felt Delirious's arms around my waist, pulling me into his chest. His grip hardened when I began to move, as if he didn't want me to get up.
  "Stop moving for god's sake." He groaned, opening an eye, staring at me, then closing it again.
  "Delirious I know your awake, now let me up." I chuckled. He buried his face into the crook of my neck. I felt blush starting to rise in my cheeks.
  "No." He mumbled into my shoulder.
  "Deliriouuuuusssss!" I dragged out his name to make it more dramatic. "Let me up! I want foooooood!"
  "Never!"
  "Delirious don't make me tickle you."
  "I'm not ticklish."
  "Is that so?"
  "You won't be able to tickle me."
  "And why is that?"
  "Because I'm not letting you up."
  "Delirious come on!"
  I stopped talking when I felt his arm move. He pulled his finger up to my lips, as a sign to silence me.
  He pressed his finger against my lip, and began to drag his finger down. He traced my chin, and down to my collar bone. He wrapped his arm back around me.
  "Delirious what the-..", I began.
  "Shhh let me have my fun."
  "Wha-",
  "SHHHHH."
  I felt him place his lips on the back of my neck. I didn't move an inch, my face probably completely red.
  He brushed his lips against my collar bone, then sighed.
  "Ummm... let me up now." I began to move.
  "Nooooo!" Delirious's grip hardened even more, and I was trapped in his arms. I turned onto my other side to face him, his blue eyes locked with mine. He leaned in and set his forehead against mine, and stared into my eyes.
  I smirked, and he became confused. His grip had loosened when he had done that. I moved his arms, and rolled off the bed.
  "Wow you're rude!" He yelled, as he stared at me.
  "Three words. I. Need. Fooooood." I grinned at him, and he sat up as well. He rubbed his head and stood up. I brought myself to my feet, and brushed off the imaginary dirt that clung to my clothes.
  I didn't even realize he was shirtless, my eyes wandered down to his chest. I quickly looked away when he noticed, and he chuckled in response.
  "Is someone falling for me?" He asked.
  "Shut up."
  "No."
  "Yes."
  "No."
  "YES."
  "NOO!"
  "UGH you're stubborn." I roll my eyes. I began to make my way through his room to the door, because of course I had to go home.
  "No don't leave meeee." He stuck out his bottom lip.
  I chuckled in response.
  "I have to leave before your parents wake up. And my mom will wake up soon, so. You're house isn't far away from mine." I answered. He raised an eyebrow, and had an evil grin on his lips.
  "Is that so?" He asked. I nodded and rolled my eyes.
  I walk up to him and peck him in the cheek. I walk away, and he waved to me. I waved back, and began to make my way home.
  Honestly.. Delirious has already treated me better than Evan has.. but I'm still not sure. I'm going to go insane if I have to choose between them. Picking a guy between multiple guys that you know is like a killing game. You get to save one, but the rest die.
  Which in turn, kind of means that you can save one from being hurt inside. But the rest die inside because you didn't choose them. And that made me so sad, to see people practically die or get hurt because of me. And I don't want that to happen.